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I feel so lazy to type on my blog...
Due to the tiredness of my job...
Due to the stressness of working life...
I'm tired of my own life...
Tired of being who i am...
Tired of the surrounding...
Why must all this happen now...
I'm just so confused right now...


Guess what!!!
S msged me on last Monday(3/09/07)...
You guys shld noe what S means...
At first i was so HAPPY...
But den i realised why must i be happy for...
After what he had done to me...
I got so angry but at the same time i was still happy lah
That he finally msg me sey...
But the things is dat the happiness has taken control of my angriness
I dunnoe why...
Maybe becoz i still have feelings for him...
I was so happy till my doctors noticed my HAPPINESS...
But deep inside me still wanna noe why the sudden msg...


Den i realised that he only msg me when he feel bored...
Or even if he feels lonely...
Why am i so dump to even reply his msg????
Why only i realised it later that he only needs me when his bored...
What do you tink i am sey...
A toy without any feelings...
Don't u feel anyting at all...
Don't u noe or even see how hurt am i?
Are u that blind?
And why am i so STUPID...
After the hurting...
It took me so long to moved on...
But when he msged,i can be so damn nice to him...
Why?Why?Why?
Just because i still thinks of him...
And becoz i still like him...

I noe that i shldn't be so nice to him...
But it's hard eventho i try my very best...
Maybe he really has control my mind...
Everytime when i'm lonely,I tink of him...
I noe i shld moved on...
But it's easier said den done...

Even when i'm writting dis,i still tinks of him...
Why!!!!
I'm myself confused with my ownself...
Maybe this is a punishment from the god...
Or maybe dis is KARMA...
I myself dunnoe...

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