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I dunnoe why?I badly miss him so much...I dunnoe why i feel dis way...Izzit because i still thinks of him...I noe i should have moved on...But it's damn hard...I try,but it doesn't even work...I try going on dates with other guys...But whenever i'm with dem i kept thinkin of him...He really had control my minds...I do like him so much...But at the same timeI'm also angry with the way he treat me...I dunnoe why???...Maybe he really means alot to me...I myself not sure...I'm just hoping that he will trullyUnderstand how i feels...I dun wan any sympathy from you...I just wants you to explain things to me...Maybe it might help me alot...
I feel so lazy to type on my blog...Due to the tiredness of my job...Due to the stressness of working life...I'm tired of my own life...Tired of being who i am...Tired of the surrounding...Why must all this happen now...I'm just so confused right now...Guess what!!!S msged me on last Monday(3/09/07)...You guys shld noe what S means...At first i was so HAPPY...But den i realised why must i be happy for...After what he had done to me...I got so angry but at the same time i was still happy lahThat he finally msg me sey...But the things is dat the happiness has taken control of my angrinessI dunnoe why...Maybe becoz i still have feelings for him...I was so happy till my doctors noticed my HAPPINESS...But deep inside me still wanna noe why the sudden msg...Den i realised that he only msg me when he feel bored...Or even if he feels lonely...Why am i so dump to even reply his msg????Why only i realised it later that he only needs me when his bored...What do you tink i am sey...A toy without any feelings...Don't u feel anyting at all...Don't u noe or even see how hurt am i?Are u that blind?And why am i so STUPID...After the hurting...It took me so long to moved on...But when he msged,i can be so damn nice to him...Why?Why?Why?Just because i still thinks of him...And becoz i still like him...I noe that i shldn't be so nice to him...But it's hard eventho i try my very best...Maybe he really has control my mind...Everytime when i'm lonely,I tink of him...I noe i shld moved on...But it's easier said den done...Even when i'm writting dis,i still tinks of him...Why!!!!I'm myself confused with my ownself...Maybe this is a punishment from the god...Or maybe dis is KARMA...I myself dunnoe...
Just Wanna Wish All Teachers a Happy Wonderful Teachers Day!!!
Okie firstly,on friday i had alot of fun...Meet up with my old frnds in school n at the bbq..Supposed to be working yesterday but i especially requested for a one day leave from my supervisor just to drop by my secondary school...Actually the plan to go to school was supposed to be cancel but last min i managed to get Ros,Jojo,Dee n Nabil to come down with us...Coz Sabby had to attend school as she got her own school function to attend...So the plan was to meet at Ros at 9am at the bus stop...But...when i was bout to reach tyhe bus stop,she called me n say she just woke up...Funny ar Ros,then i told her i can wait for you..u just quickly take ur bath i dun mind...
So i Called Jojo to inform her that we will be late...So i waited under Nas blk for ros...Bout 9 plus she came down...and the first thing when i saw her is dat we actually hug n scream at each other coz it's been a long time since we meet up with each other..So made our way to the school...When inside the bus,i was so happy to see my classmates inside the bus...it's like a reunion sey...So reach the school bus stop..n waited for jojo...Oh den i realised dat it's been a while since we saw each other..while walking up the slope,we kept talking bout our secondary school life n wat we did together as a group...oh i really miss all dat moments sia...it's been great walking up the slope n sharing every single moments dat we had with someone that u miss so much...eventho the weather was hot dat moment but the gossiping n talking had take the hotness away from us...
So after that,we reach the school n saw more of our ex classmates peeps...we started to get more n more xcited to see mostly all the ex 5/1 2006 students dere...while waiting for the concert to start,we had so much difficulty just to get up to the hall coz of the P lah...he say that those with coloured hair n not wearing shoes can't go up the hall...as bein noe as the class who always break the rules,they try to sneek in by giving all sorts of reason like taking deir cert lah n everything...But finally after much arguing n unpatient people,we managed to get our way up to the hall...Funny rite the people in the school...
So the concert begans...but sabby wasn't around at that point of time...as usual when nurul meet jojo,dee n ros,everything start to be crazy...at first the students was so damn quiet but we were making so much noise up in the gallery until people starts to look up at the gallery...it's always we people to start the day by screaming n singing to the songs that they are perfoming...we really had alot of fun lah...the perfomance was alright to me...After the concert,we when to meet up with the teachers n have a lil conversation with dem...Finally,Mr raj say sumthing good about us...He say that we have grown up already...haha...that's sumthing good to hear especially it's cuming out from our fav teacher...Next we had photos taken with Mr Raj,Ms Roz n also with one of the most crazy n fun teacher we had that is Mrs Chui...She looks so chubby now...wat to do pregnant mah...we had the longest chat with Mrs Chui...As usual gossip here n dere...it's our favourite...hehe...So we asked her whether she can make it for the BBQ in the evening...But she can't coz she's staying with her mum...after talkin to her,we made our way out from the school..But i feel very sad to leave the school because i really wanna be back with my frends especially the batch of sec 5's of 2006...
So after that,we made our way to causewaypoint to had lunch...really had alot of fun dere...especially when the right cliques of frends is dere with you to share your happier moments with...really had alot alot alot alot of funs with u guys lah...
I had a bbq on the night as well..The BBQ was alright lah...But i get to meet up with my frends...And also i got to meet up with my 7 and the 1/2 yrs of frend dat is Thiru...Had alot of fun among our clicks of frends...The night was so great..And My Breast was the talkin of the night lah..damn dis people...After we ate,the chinese gals decide to have a game of captain ball...It's been so long since we had a game sey..So it's was Boy VS Girls team...It was fun lah eventho the gals lost to the guys...But atleast we still show dem dat gerls can try deir best to win against the guys...Jojo played the game eventho she was wearing a skirt okie...Sabby din play becoz she din want...At first i din want to played but Thiru say i'm Fat den must excercise more...IDIOT rite..So did have loads of fun..At 9 plus,den Jojo wanna go back so me,sabby n thiru,send her off to the Mrt station...Den after awhile,Sabby also has to go back...So left with me n Thiru...But still i did loads of catching up with the rest...Hopefully,we can have anoher gathering next time around...This time the whole bunch of 5/1s have to make time for it lah...
Oh ya...i suddenly remember sumthing...the guys of 5/1 usually have a game of soccer on the weekends...So i thought of this idea dat the girls of 5/1 should do the same thing like the guys do...We should have a game of captain ball lah...Atleast we can exercise together n have fun together rite?...WHAT DO U TINK OF THIS IDEA?...maybe we shld try it out...But after the fasting month lah...
♥♥♥ Nurul Jannah Is My Name.
♥♥♥ 21 This Year.
♥♥♥ Growing 1 year older on 09/04.
♥♥♥ Working As Dental Assistant.
♥♥♥ Single But Not Available.
♥♥♥ In love with a guy call HAFEEZ.
♥♥♥ Silly,Clumsy and Hot Tempered.
♥♥♥ Junk Food Are Loved By Me.
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