I've really lose my respect towards u.
You caused to much pain in me that I just don't wish to wait for u anymore.I had enough of ur nonsense already.Been to nice and naive towards u that u can just step on my head.
My heart hurt too much that I can't take it any longer.Get away from my life and stop giving me hopes.
You shatter my dreams into pieces.
You've destroy everything.
What do you want from me?.
What do you really want from me?.
Just tell me straight to my face!.
I just can't take this anymore.
I feel like an idiot now!.
Why do we girls get so emotional easily.
Sometimes I ponder to myself how can we overcome this situation.
I'm having this problem myself.
I emotional weak when come to feelings like love.
I know everyone do fall in love.
What happen if you fell in love with this person,he has this feeling for you too but doesn't show it to you.
He say that your his friend infront of everyone but behind them his different.
What does that mean?
Are we just friends with benefits?.
I'm really confused myself.
Each day I kept thinking about the situation.
Sometimes I just feel like letting him go but he is just too nice for me to leave him.
What I want from him is to let me know what he really feels bout me.
I just needed that assurance from him.
Whether it is good or bad news,I'm willing to accept the fact.
But don't leave me pondering bout the matter.
With that,I should end writting here.
:)
(taken at Sungei Buloh)This week has been a hectic day for me.Been really buzy at work.Especially ever since we have this JCI project coming.Work has been tough for me.Yesterday had to trace folders just to fill up all the Implants forms that was not placed.Folders are all stack up.Im wonder when will my Dr fill them up.Now everything have to be in proper order.Audits are already starting at other institutions.Wonder when will it be our turn.Alright now let's stop talking bout work.Cause the more we mention the more stressed up ill be.Meet up with my man yesterday.
Really miss him truck loads.
Spend some time together yest.
Had dinner at Popeye's. Yum Yum!!!
After that head back home as my man was tired.
As he was needed to perform overtime.
But hey it doesnt matter how much time we spent together as long as we love being with each other's company.
But i just realised something,that among all d guys that i met b4 he his way so diff from them.
He always finds ways to entertain me with all his jokes and irritatingness.
But no matter,i still love him as my man.
Till den,will update again :pLabels: Your presence symbolises EVERYTHING
Finally after so long,i,ve decided to blog again.It's been so long since i update this blog of mine.Well there were some reasons why i did it.But hey don't worry coz i will be updating this blog regularly.I will also make sure that dis blog will come to live.Labels: Hiding's Over

Yesterday went out with Yati,Wan & Nurul.
We went for a movie marathon.
We watch the BRIDE WARS & LOVE MATTERS.
We really had fun.
Sneaking in Macdonald and hiding it in the popcorn.
It's like so funny sey.
Ohh..
Bride Wars,
It is a must to watch.
It is so nice
Then after the movie,we went to look for ...
The place is so dark sey.
I was kinda shock to see people there waiting for them.
And all are driving expensive cars sey.
Envy this people.
But too bad they are not straight.
After that we went to Geylang to look2 at the pros.
It was shocking cause the pros in Sari standing there waiting for customer.
There was different girls from diff country at different corners.
It is quite sad to see them like that though.
So after few rounds of walking,we headed back home.
While on the way to send Marditz home,
we heard a girl screaming so loudly.
We got so panic sey.
But Wan distract us by saying it's the sound of the car tyres.
What an experience to encounter this kind of thing.
Okie2 i better be goin cause I wanna eat.
Mum cook for me nasi minyak n ayam masak merah.
Yum Yum! Yum Yum!
:)
ALOHA
Alright people,here are the pictures taken the other day.Sorry there's only few pictures taken on that day.Hope you people enjoy viewing the pictures.:)>With WAHYU RAHMAN
Me,MAIYA RAHMAN & Yati
with FAUZIE LAILY