My Life Is So Complicated!!!

Hati yang kau sakiti

2010-08-06T19:50:00.001+08:00

I've really lose my respect towards u.
You caused to much pain in me that I just don't wish to wait for u anymore.I had enough of ur nonsense already.Been to nice and naive towards u that u can just step on my head.

My heart hurt too much that I can't take it any longer.Get away from my life and stop giving me hopes.

You shatter my dreams into pieces.
You've destroy everything.

2010-04-13T00:51:00.001+08:00

What do you want from me?.
What do you really want from me?.

Just tell me straight to my face!.

I just can't take this anymore.

I feel like an idiot now!.

Emotions!

2010-04-11T20:39:00.001+08:00

Why do we girls get so emotional easily.
Sometimes I ponder to myself how can we overcome this situation.

I'm having this problem myself.
I emotional weak when come to feelings like love.
I know everyone do fall in love.
What happen if you fell in love with this person,he has this feeling for you too but doesn't show it to you.
He say that your his friend infront of everyone but behind them his different.

What does that mean?
Are we just friends with benefits?.
I'm really confused myself.
Each day I kept thinking about the situation.
Sometimes I just feel like letting him go but he is just too nice for me to leave him.

What I want from him is to let me know what he really feels bout me.
I just needed that assurance from him.
Whether it is good or bad news,I'm willing to accept the fact.
But don't leave me pondering bout the matter.

With that,I should end writting here.
:)

Thoughts Of The Day

2009-11-25T22:58:00.005+08:00

(taken at Sungei Buloh)

This week has been a hectic day for me.
Been really buzy at work.
Especially ever since we have this JCI project coming.
Work has been tough for me.
Yesterday had to trace folders just to fill up all the Implants forms that was not placed.
Folders are all stack up.
Im wonder when will my Dr fill them up.
Now everything have to be in proper order.
Audits are already starting at other institutions.
Wonder when will it be our turn.
Alright now let's stop talking bout work.
Cause the more we mention the more stressed up ill be.

Meet up with my man yesterday.

Really miss him truck loads.

Spend some time together yest.

Had dinner at Popeye's. Yum Yum!!!

After that head back home as my man was tired.

As he was needed to perform overtime.

But hey it doesnt matter how much time we spent together as long as we love being with each other's company.

But i just realised something,that among all d guys that i met b4 he his way so diff from them.

He always finds ways to entertain me with all his jokes and irritatingness.

But no matter,i still love him as my man.

Till den,
will update again :p

WELCOME BACK

2009-11-21T09:56:00.003+08:00

Finally after so long,i,ve decided to blog again.
It's been so long since i update this blog of mine.
Well there were some reasons why i did it.
But hey don't worry coz i will be updating this blog regularly.
I will also make sure that dis blog will come to live.

2009-01-26T13:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with Yati,Wan & Nurul.
We went for a movie marathon.
We watch the BRIDE WARS & LOVE MATTERS.
We really had fun.
Sneaking in Macdonald and hiding it in the popcorn.
It's like so funny sey.
Ohh..
Bride Wars,
It is a must to watch.
It is so nice

Then after the movie,we went to look for ...
The place is so dark sey.
I was kinda shock to see people there waiting for them.
And all are driving expensive cars sey.
Envy this people.
But too bad they are not straight.
After that we went to Geylang to look2 at the pros.
It was shocking cause the pros in Sari standing there waiting for customer.
There was different girls from diff country at different corners.

It is quite sad to see them like that though.
So after few rounds of walking,we headed back home.
While on the way to send Marditz home,
we heard a girl screaming so loudly.
We got so panic sey.
But Wan distract us by saying it's the sound of the car tyres.
What an experience to encounter this kind of thing.

Okie2 i better be goin cause I wanna eat.
Mum cook for me nasi minyak n ayam masak merah.
Yum Yum! Yum Yum!
:)

pictures

2009-01-15T21:56:00.005+08:00

ALOHA

Alright people,here are the pictures taken the other day.
Sorry there's only few pictures taken on that day.
Hope you people enjoy viewing the pictures.
:)>

With WAHYU RAHMAN

Me,MAIYA RAHMAN & Yati with FAUZIE LAILY

with SYED AZMIR

Yati ,TAUFIK BATISAH & Me

Yati,NORFASARIE & Me

Yati,SYED AZMIR,Me & Nurul

Yati , Nurul & Jannah

WONDERFUL EVENT

2009-01-10T23:14:00.004+08:00

Hello...

It has been a week since I updated this blog.
Been buzy lately.
This new year,alot of things had happen.
Firstly,I've been posted to a different level already.
From level 4 and now I'm shifted to level 2.
Posted to the Specialist already.
Since I'm left with 4 more months to the course.
So far I'm coping quite okay.
But sometimes I tend to forget things eventhough I knew it already.
But it makes me shiver when working with them.
Cause I tend to get nervous easily.
Okay enough of talking about my work life.
Let's get down to business.

So let's recall what happen last few days.

On 7 Jan 2009
Meet up with Yati and Mardiah.
Went to Vivo City
To buy birthday present for Irwan.
So,got him something from ZARA.
Then we proceed to Banquet to have our Dinner.
After that head back home.

On 8 Jan 2009
After work meet up with the same people.
To celebrate Irwan's Birthday.
So he brought us to MARIOTT'S HOTEL for dinner.
Actually he wanted to have dinner at HYATT'S HOTEL.
But it was fully booked so we decide on Mariott hotel then.
We had Buffet on that day.
I ate so much on that day.
And while typing this,I can't stop thinking about their Oreo Cheesecake and their Roasted Duck.
Yummy Yummy.
So after dinner we headed back home.

On 9 Jan 2009
After work meet up with Yati,Mardiah and Irwan.
We were on our way to MEDIACORP.
To watch Sinaran Hati.
I was so damn excited.
My purpose of watching it live was to meet up with my idol,
TAUFIK BATISAH.
And also ZIANA ZAIN.
So the show started at 8.30 and finish at 10.30.
So after the show we went to the refreshments side.
We took pictures with the artistes.
But sorry people I can't upload it cause pics is with my friend.
Will upload it soon I have it.
Oh my gawd I'm so impress with their performances.
But I'm so into Syed Azmir now.
Oh my gawd!
He is so good looking sey.
But without denying,
Taufik Batisah is also damn good looking.
Okie okie I better stop talking about him.
Cause once I start talking about him I will never stop.

Alright,that's all I got to say for now.
Pictures will be up soon once I have it.
Lastly, I wanna do a shout out

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO IRWAN.

P/S:To u,
If u happen to read this,i wanna tell u dat i really like u.
But i dun have the courage to tell straight to ur face.

....

2009-01-04T22:51:00.003+08:00

This thing has got me thinking for days.
After talking to "love" a few days ago,
It left me thinking so damn hard.
She ask me about everything.
How's things between _____.
I told "love" about how I felt.
I told "love" that I don't have the courage to ask ____ bout the matter.
"Love" told me I should be frank with ____ about what I feel.
But I'm not that strong enough to hear ___ answer.
I don't wanna get hurt even more.
I told " love" that I shall just let time reveals everything.

Ohh my..
After that day,
My mind is not at ease.
I've been thinkin about ______ and the thing.
It's so damn hard.
I just need to have a good strength so that I can be a stronger person.
I'm weaker when comes to this.
I don't want to get hurt again.
Enough of being hurt.
It s**** when your hurt.
Cause being hurt feels like an arrow piercing through your heart.

Arrggg...
I'm in a confused mind already.
I just dunnoe what to do.
I just hope that everything will be alright.

"LET'S CROSS FINGERS"

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2009-01-01T17:32:00.003+08:00

1 JANUARY 2009.
A new year with a new resolution.
My this year resolution :
1)To pass out my course.
2)To get my driving license.
3)To be someone better.
4)To save up money.
5)To achieve my main goals and aims.
6)To have a boyfriend.

Okie enough of my resolution.
Let's get down to business.

Just reach home.
Actually about one hour ago.
I just came back from staying one night at THE ORIENTAL MANDARIN HOTEL.
To watch the fireworks live.
I enjoy the fireworks man.
It's so awesome.
Some more get to watch it from the hotel room.
Don't have to be surrounded by thousand of people watching it outside Marina Square Or even at the ESPLANADE.
I actually video the whole fireworks.
I will upload it later.

We check in the hotel yesterday.
After work me and my friends went to the hotel to check in.
Then we proceed back home to get our stuff and we proceed back to the hotel again.
We pack our lunch and had it at the hotel.
At about 9 plus,we head down to Marina Square to have Andersen's Ice Cream.
Then we head back to the hotel to wait for the fireworks.
While waiting,we actually watch some DVD's.
So at exactly 12:00 midnight,the fireworks started.
It was a great view from my room man.
Great experience as well.

The next day,
Woke up at 7 plus in the morning.
Accompany my friends to swimming.
Then we proceed to have our breakfast.
We head down to Bugis to have breakfast.
I had Wanton Mee for breakfast.
At 11pm we check out from the hotel.
We proceed to Marina Square to have lunch.
At the same time we went to buy movie tickets.
Had Long John Silver for lunch.
Then we went for a lil shopping while waiting for the movie to start.
We watched BEDTIME STORIES.
It's a nice movie to watch.

Okie I got to go now.
Wanna watch tv now.
Bye people.
Toodles.

LONG ENTRY

2008-12-27T19:03:00.006+08:00

IT'S SATURDAY PEOPLE!!!

And what the hell I'm stuck at home doing nothing.

It is supposed to be a day where people enjoy their weekend with friends/family outside.

But hell no for me,

Mummy and Granny had to attend to wedding.

Sissy had to spent time with her frend.

Bro went out with his schoolmates/frends.

For me,I'm stuck at home.

Looking after my 2 younger brothers.

HAIZ...

If i know,i should have gone to K.L with my colleagues.

What a waste sey!

Regretting it already.

Hmm...

So what happen in the last few days.

Let me summarize them up.

On Wednesday,we had a small exchange gift party.

After work,all the nurses gather for the exchange gift.

(This is happens in level 4 only)
So,my gift was to be given to KAKAK.

I gotten my gift from MICHELLE.

Thanks michelle for the lovely gift.

My gift was a necklace and a pendant with my initial on it.

It's from PERLINI SILVER.

And during our teabreak,Auntie Ah Fan actually fried noodles for us.

For a mini Christmas eve party.

We also had cakes in the pantry.

Thanks to Nurse Kuah and PSC Geraldine for the cakes.

On Thursday,went to give Sabrina a visit.

As a her dad had just pass away.

So I and Nisa decide to go over to give her our SALAM TAKZIAH.

I was in tears when i saw her cry.

Coz she was the strongest person among my friends.

She will never shed her tears infront of us.

Even she was having problem,she will never let her problem brings her down.

Eventhough it's tough for her to accept it but she still does take it as test from the above.

See how strong is that.

But upon seeing her breakdown that day makes me breakdown too.

Now i'm hoping that's she is gonna be fine.

Leading a happy life with her mum and sis.

Don't let this makes you weaker.
Cause I know that u can endure hardship.

Cause i believe in you.

After giving her a visit,

I meet up with ***.

Ask him to accompany me to Bugis cause i wanna buy a dress.

So we head down to Bugis.

Got myself 2 pairs of dresses.

Thank you for choosing the dress for me.

After that,head down to Orchard.

*** want to get something at GAP.

After getting what he got,we head to Far East to have dinner.

I had Seafood Fried Rice and Green Tea.

He had Hokkien Mee and Green Tea.

So after dinner we head back home.

Btw,thanks *** for accompanying me on that day!

Much appreciated.

On Friday,

Sissy send me to work as she got interview around outram.

Then after work,meet up with her at Parkway Parade.

Before we head back home,we went to dinner for my family.

And now I'm so in love with the Chicken Fried Rice at Parkway Parade Hawker Centre.

The serving is alot and it only cost $3 sey.

So after that head back home to watch soccer.

SCOPE VS MANCHESTER UNITED'

SCORE = 0:1

Yahoo!

Man U won.

Okie i guess my post should stop here!

Happy reading people.

HAHA.

LET'S PARTY!!!

2008-12-23T22:47:00.003+08:00

WOO HOO!!!
I'm so happy sey.
Tomorrow will be working half day.
YIPEE!!!!
Tomorrow is CHRISTMAS EVE.
My clinic level will be having exchanging gifts party.
Hmm...I'm wondering who will be giving me present.
So looking forward to it.
So just now after work,decided to head down to Harbour Front.
To search for the gift.
BUDGET FOR THE GIFT = $10
So I walk from Harbour Front to Vivo City.
To search for the perfect gift set.
Finally,I found it.
And the price is almost near to the budget price.
WOOHOO!!!
Hopefully who ever got the gift will be happy to received it.

Btw,I'm like so addicted to the song Right Here(DEPARTED) by BRANDY...

Thanks to someone for introducing me to the song.

woo hoo !!!

2008-12-21T22:29:00.004+08:00

Hey...
I just reach home from watching movie.
With my....
Finally,I got to watch the movie that I been wanting to watch.
Tadaa!!!
Yeah man,I went to watch twilight.
What can I say about the movie man?
I shall give a 2 thumbs up for the movie.
I felt so touched when comes to the ending.
I could feel the love that they felt for each other.
Sacrifices that BELLA did for EDWARD.
Eventhough she knew the circumstances of her actions.
Okay enough of talking about the movie already.

So
From CATHAY walk down to CINELEISURE.
Meet up with my bro APIC.
Den we walk down to TAKA.
To accompany him to get gift.
Then at the same time to purchase my cravingness BEARD PAPA'S CORONET.
After getting what we wanted,we proceed back home.

That's all I've got to say for today!!!

Lovely Day with SHOCKING NEWS!!!

2008-12-19T23:31:00.011+08:00

Pics above!!!

Meet up with "LOVE" today.

Haha just kidding lah...my bestie lah

The outing today was suppose to be the three of us but last minute my other " LOVE"

message saying thatshe can't make it today.

But the still the plan doesn't have to go a waste so we proceed with the outing.

Meet Nisa at BB Mrt at 12:30pm.

Head down to HARBOUR FRONT.

Otw to our destination my stomach was making noises.

I was super hungry as i didn't have my breakfast yet.

So i was grumbling to Nisa to have LUNCH first before we go for SHOPPING PARADISE.

Had BK for lunch.

Then proceed with my Shopping.

Brought tops from MANGO,

& Sandals from CHARLES & KEITH,

& Brought a pair of jeans from LEVI'S...

After shopping we head to the top of vivo for relaxing.

I regret getting a MAC CAFE COFFEE FRAPPE!!!

It was super not nice lah sey.

Den after chilling at the roof top,

Received a call from my bro.

He wanted to meet me.

So i drag Nisa to accompany me to BPP.

(thanks for that)

Meet up with Bro and pass him something.

Den we chill at STARBUCKS!!!

I'm like so addicted to the JAVA CHIP frappe sey.

At the same time,was waiting for Nisa's Boo to book out from camp.

At 7 plus I left the couple coz i had to head back home.

Den at 9:57 received a kol from sumone,

Saying that something serious had happen to my frend father.

Now while writting these entry,i'm feeling so worried for my frend.

At the same time waiting for updates from Nisa about the situation.

I'm hoping that her dad will make it through.

I'm praying hard so that everything will be alright for my frend's family.

Hey frend,don't worry so much okie.

If u need a shoulder to lean on,u can always count on me.

Hoping that ur dad will recover soon.

Till den,take care of ur health too...

p/s:2 more days to ...

Without You,Nothing Matters!!!

2008-12-15T13:01:00.003+08:00

Hatiku retak
Mengejar bayang
Puasku dakap
Kau terus menghilang

Kemarilah sayang
Kembalikan bahgia
Kini dan untuk selamanya

Usah kau prasangka
Resah dan meneka
Daku damba cintamu
Cuma
Kau teristimewa
Kesilapan
Tiada kemaafan
Kau tinggalkan daku
Bersama harapan

Tiada dikau tiada makna
Maghligai telah kita bina
Hancur berkecai
Hatiku ini retak
Mengejar bayang
Puas ku dakap
Kau terus menghilang

Keindahan..
Menjadi kenanganku keseorangan meniti harapan
Kesilapan
Tidak kemaafan
Kau tinggalkan daku
Bersama harapan

Tiada dikau tiada makna
Maghligai yang telah kita bina
Hancur berkecai

Hatiku ini retak
Mengejar bayang puasku cakam
Mahligai kita hancur berkecai..

2008-11-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

YAHOO!!!

I'M HAVING MY TERM BREAK NOW!!!

YIPEEE!!!

I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT IT SEY...

I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO SPENT MY HOLIDAYS!!!

IT IS THE TIME FOR ME TO RELAX AND FOR ONCE STOP THINKING ABOUT WORK...

MY SCHEDULE ARE TOTALLY FREE FOR THESE WEEKS...

SO PEOPLE IF YOU WANNA HANG OUT OR SOMETHING,JUST TELL ME IN ADVANCE SO THAT I CAN'T MAKE THE SLOTS FOR YOU!!!

AS FOR NOW,LET ME ENJOY MY DAY...

P/S:TO YOU,
CYA ON THE 21ST AITE...

A day...

2008-11-23T22:23:00.043+08:00

Yesterday i went to the SINGAPORE ZOO with my siblings.
We still enjoy ourselves despite the hot weather and lots of people.
I think,I shall just let the pictures do the talking.

2008-11-22T20:10:00.002+08:00

Finally after months of thinking,
I decided to change my blogskin and at the same time update my blog.
It has been a hectic week for me.
Firstly,I just overcome another day of my exams STRESS.
Finally I'm done with the SECOND module of my course.
Now I'm left with 2 more modules to go.
That show that time really past by so damn fast.
Without realising,I'm left with 6 more months.
But in 3 more weeks,I'm gonna have my THIRD module exams.
Arrgg...
Also I'm gonna have my FIRST AID TEST ON 5 DEC.
That shows how hard being a student sometimes.

Alright,stop talking bout school stuff.

Coz now,I can't waiting for my term break.

Finally,I can actually have some break.

I thought of going somewhere to occupy my term break.

I guess I should discuss it with my parents.

Who knows we can have a BBQ,PICNIC or OVERNIGHT at the beach.

Coz it's been a long time since i do that.

Hmm.

And also,I can't wait for next FRIDAY!

Coz it's gonna be a SHOPPING DAY for me.

I've been dying to get a maxi dress for myself.

It is so hard to get a dress that fits me coz i'm kindda short.

So I hope I can find the dress that can fits me nicely.

"cross-fingers":)

p/s:To you!
Hopefully you gonna enjoy the outing with me alright..

....

2008-11-10T22:00:00.005+08:00

I GUESS THIS IS THE PATH THAT GOD WANTS ME TO BE IN....

I REALISE THAT IT IS VERY HARD TO LET GO OF THE PAST....

DEEP INSIDE I'M SUFFERING....

BUT OUTSIDE I'M JUST SMILING...

2008-11-05T22:43:00.011+08:00

This is what happens if lecturer gives us a 10 mins break...

2008-10-30T21:32:00.003+08:00

THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN WHEN THE DOCTORS HAVE FINISH SEEING ALL THE PATIENT FOR THE DAY...

NURSES WILL BE VERY FREE...

TO TAKE PICTURES...

PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME...

2008-10-27T22:18:00.002+08:00

WHY ARE YOU GIVING ME COLD SHOULDERS?
WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG TO YOU?
DID I SAY SOMETHING THAT HURTS YOU?

I JUST NEED YOUR EXPLAINATION PLEASE...

JUST PLEASE TELL ME MY MISTAKES THAT I'VE DONE TOWARDS YOU.
YOUR ACTION TOWARDS ME IS REALLY BOTHERING ME ALOT.
I THOUGHT YOU WERE REALLY SERIOUS ABOUT EVERYTHING...
BUT IT SEEMS THAT MY FEELINGS WERE WRONG.

HEY YOU,
I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I'M STARTING TO LIKE YOU ALREADY.
BUT I GUESS I JUST HAVE TO KEEP THOSE FEELINGS TO MYSELF.
I FEEL THAT WE SHOULDN'T GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER.
CAUSE EVERYTHING WON'T BE LIKE THIS.

HAIZ.....

2008-10-24T21:19:00.002+08:00

HE WASN'T MEANT FOR ME!!!...

MY THOUGHTS!!!

2008-10-20T21:19:00.002+08:00

TRUE LOVE...

Is when you shed a tears

And still wants him...

It is when he ignores you

And you still loves him...

Its when he loves another

But you still smile and say...

"I'M HAPPY FOR YOU"

When all you really do is cry

And cry...

Never be sad for what is over.

Just be glad that it onces yours...

Trying to forget someone you love

Is like trying to remember someone you never knew...

Some of us think holding on makes us strong;

But sometimes it is LETTING GO

They say love hides behind every corner,

I must be walking around in circle...

The thing about falling in love is that

If you do it right,you never have to hit the ground!!!

Never hold onto something

that isn't there...

It will just hurt you even more

When you love someone...

Only you can tell

But when you are in love with someone...

Everyone else can tell

NOW YOUR GONE!!!

2008-10-18T11:36:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY OUTING WAS FUN..
EVENTHOUGH THE TIMING WAS KINDA SHORT..
BUT WE STILL MANAGE TO SHARE OUR STORIES THAT HAPPEN BETWEEN US..
I REALLY HAD FUN WITH THEM..
LAUGHTER WILL ALWAYS BE THE MAIN INGREDIENT IN OUR MEET -UP SESSION..
EVENTHOUGH WE RARELY HAD TIME FOR EACH OTHER..
THE MEET UP REALLY TELLS ME THAT OUR FRIENDSHIP ARE STILL GOIN STRONG..
NO MATTER HOW BUSY WE ARE,WE STILL HAVE EACH OTHER IN MIND..
BABES,WE SHLD ARRANGE FOR ANOTHER MEET UP SESSION REAL SOON..

TO MY BABE NISA,
RELAX OKIE..
YOUR BF GONNA COME BACK REAL SOON..
HIS JUST AWAY TO SERVE THE COUNTRY ALRIGHT..

TO MY BABE SABBY,
WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER..
FINDING SOMEONE TO BE THE ONE,IT'S HARD ACTUALLY..
BUT WITHOUT YOU REALISING THE SPECIAL SOMEONE CAN BE SOMEWHERE NEAR YOU..

TO MYSELF,
I GUESS IT IS THE TIME FOR YOU TO GET OVER HIM..
I THINK IT IS THE TIME FOR YOU TO OPEN UP YOUR HEART FOR ANOTHER GUY TO ENTER..
AND IT IS A TIME FOR YOU TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER GUY..
AND DON'T BE TO FUSSY AND CHOOSY IN GETTING TO KNOW A GUY..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

2008-10-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

To all the muslims in the world,
I just want to wish all of you
SELAMAT HARI RAYA...
Hopefully you all have a wonderful year ahead.

HOW WONDERFUL CAN IT BE?

2008-09-27T23:04:00.003+08:00

TO HAVE AND TO DRIVE THIS CAR.

I'LL BE THE MOST HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE.

HEHE..

SYAWAL'S coming!!!

2008-09-27T22:39:00.003+08:00

In exactly 3 more days,it's gonna be HARI RAYA ALREADY.

How excited can I be?

Hmm...

It seems that some of us have completed their decorations and preparation for the DAY.

Hmm...

As for me,I think I better do a checklist to check whether I've completed my task already.

MY CHECKLIST

1.SPRING CLEANING (DONE)
2.HANGING OF CURTAINS
3.CHANGING NEW BEDSHEETS (DONE)
4.BAJU KURUNG (DONE)
5.HIGH HEELS
6.BAG (DONE)
7.ACCESSORIES (DONE)
8.RAYA COOKIES (DONE)
9.RAYA COLLECTIONS

Out of 9 items that I was supposed to do,I'm left with 3 more things to settle before the day arrive.

But before the big day,I hope that my sore throat will go away.
At least let me celebrate the happy event without being sick.
Being sick on that day,can really spoilt my mood to celebrate the big festive.
Also if I'm still having sore throat I can't enjoy all the cookies and the gassy drinks that are being serve to me.
So now,I'm praying very hard that my sore throat will go away as soon as possible.

Btw,I also did some changes to myself.
I don't know whether I look okay with the new changes that I made anot.
Hopefully,people won't laugh or even talk about the changes that i make to myself.
I just love the new look on me.

& to...
I miss you like CRAZY!!!

7 MORE DAYS TO RAYA..

2008-09-23T21:03:00.003+08:00

How time flies...
Din't know that we are left with 7 more days of fasting...
Soon it's gonna be HARI RAYA already...
Well besides being busy preparing for HARI RAYA,
I'm also busy with my assignment giving to me by my lecturers...
Thank god,that i can still manage them eventhough it's quite tough to handle...

Btw,i'm also addicted to KAT DELUNA'S songs...
Her song are quite meaningful to me...
Oh i'm so in love with
IN THE END,FEEL WHAT I FEEL & LOVE CONFUSSION...
The rythm is so soothing..
That i can't stop listening to them..

Btw,i wanna do a shout out!!!
I MISS MY FREEKS SO BADLY...
WE SHALL MEET UP REAL SOON PEOPLE..
PLEASE BEEP ME FOR A MEET UP REAL SOON...

2008-09-13T15:55:00.002+08:00

How time pass by so fast?

Without realising it,

It's already the 13 day of the fasting month...

Left with 17 more days to HARI RAYA...

But still,i haven even get my traditional clothes yet...

Maybe might be getting it tmr..

Unless i get better from my sickness...

Yesterday,

Went out buka with my classmates from NDC...

Went to break fast at HAJJAH MAIMUNAH...

Opposite Joo Chiat Complex @ Geylang Serai

Suddenly after eating,i felt not good...

My stomach was hurting so bad..

And i feel like vomitting...

So ny frends decide to walk around the bazaar...

I thought i can endure the pain..

But while walking halfway in the bazaar,

I couldnt take the pain and i could feel that i can just vomit at anytime...

So i ask permission from my frends to head back home first..

And they enjoy their day out...

So i took a cab home...

Guess what,i actually vomited in the taxi...

But thank god the driver was nice enough to actually pass me a bag so that i can vomit everthing out...

He even drove above the limitations so that i can get reach home a.s.a.p...

THANKS TAXI UNCLE!!!

So when i reach home,i vomited again in the toilet...

Mum was worried sick for me...

So she gave me a massage on me..

THANKS MUM FOR THE MASSAGE!!!

So now i feel much better after the massage...
I guess i better stop now...
Coz mum needs my help in the kithcen to prepare for our dinner later..
So i will update more the next time round..

p/s:i miss chatting/smsing with you

2008-09-05T20:17:00.014+08:00

Sorry for the late update...

I know it's kinda of late to upload these photos..

Btw,below are the pics taken during my DINNER n DANCE..

Located at AMARA'S HOTEL @ TANJONG PAGAR...

2008-08-18T20:37:00.002+08:00

MIXED EMOTIONS!

The word that best describe my feelings now...

5 MORE DAYS TO...

"DnD"

p/s: *Wait for You*

KAU INGIN KU MILIKI

2008-08-16T18:35:00.003+08:00

Pertemuan yang tiada terduga
Kini kita saling bermesra
Masa berganti hati diubati
Mekarnya cinta mula dirasai

Semakin ingin kucuba luahkan
Engkau masih tidak mengerti
Cemburu terasa musnahlah impian
Lihat engkau terus direbuti

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu
Namun kau masih membisu
Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki
Kau menghancuri hati ini

Ku cuba nyatakan rasa cintaku
Hati masih terus keliru
Andai kau fahami isi hatiku
Yang benar ingin memilikimu

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu
Namun kau masih membisu
Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki
Kau menghancuri hati ini

Usah bandingkan sejarah lama
Kau tahu ku benar setia
Serik ku untuk bercinta lagi
Takut dirimu disakiti

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu
Namun kau masih membisu
Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki
Kau menghancuri hati ini

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu
Namun kau masih membisu
Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki
Kau menghancuri hati ini

Skater Boy

2008-08-13T21:35:00.002+08:00

"He was a Skater Boy

She said, "See you later boy"

He wasn't good enough for her

She had a pretty face

But her head was up in space

She needed to come back

Down to Earth"

Dunnoe
Why i'm humming to this song for the past few days.
Because for the first time in my life,
I was so speechless when a GOOD looking
Skater boy say "HI"to me
Oh my,i was like blushing all the way.
I regreted for now saying "HI" back to him.
What a waste sey.
Sabby was like saying "NJ,the first time sey seeing you being speechless".
But it's okie.
Who know i'll get to see him again the next time.
*CROSS FINGERS*
This time round if i were to bump into him,
I will definately say HI back.
I promise.

HEY

2008-08-09T21:06:00.005+08:00

Hey peeps,

I just came back from my granduncle n grandauntie's kenduri.

It was held at FAJAR ROAD.

It was for kenduri allahyarham my greatgranduncle.

It's been exactly 1 year since he left us.

So today was prayers for him.

At the same time it's also for kenduri to fasting month.

So the thing started at 5 plus.

But before attending the kenduri,i accompany my bro to town.

He wants to do shopping for himself.

So he bought himself a pair of shoes and a top.

As for me,i bought a pair of heels and a cap.

For my next shopping list will be that ADIDAS SHOE.

Which im dying to get it once i get my next pay.

To end this entry,

I will like to wish a HAPPY 22 BIRTHDAY TO salihin.

Hope your doing fine.

Have a great year ahead.

Take care,dude!

ADVANCED BIRTHDAY!!!

2008-08-08T15:56:00.004+08:00

I know it's kinda early to make a wish...

But it's betta that way...

Rather than being late...

So let me do a shout out!!!

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDY SINGAPORE...

I'm getting bored for the past two days...
I'm on medical leave for 2 days...
Staying at home for the few days can be very boring...
Nothing to do...
Just served the net only...
Getting bored with it...
Can't even go out...
Mum din allow...
Coz she say is against the law if ur on medical leave,
You can't go out...
Can only stay at home...

I will like to apologize to Mr RIZ...
Sorry that we cant' meet up today...
Sorry that the kopi and movie session has to be cancelled...
I will make up for it one day...
When i get better i will sure inform u...
So that the kopi n movie session will be fulfill...
SORRY ONCE AGAIN!!!

yo,yo,yo

2008-08-06T19:46:00.002+08:00

Hey..Wass up!

How are you?
I'm, fine,thank you...

Been busy lately?
I guess so...

Why?
Due to work and school.
I guess...

What have you been doing lately?
Gaining more weight...

Why?
Because last week we celebrated NURSE'S DAY...
So got free food from the doctors...
Actually it's a treat for us...
To show their appreciation to us...
For helping them thru out this year...
And also to celebrate the special day for us..

What kind of celebration were held?
A small party with buffet being served...
Song dedications with words of appreciation...
Games...
Guessing photos...
Lucky Draw...

What kind of food you've eaten?
Samosa and Cream puff - From the orthodontist resident
Old Chang Kee Curry Puff- From the dental hygienist
Samosa -From the oral surgeon
Buffet meal -From all the doctors
Cakes -From ...
Kebab -At SGH nurse's day
Ice kachang - At SGH nurse's day
Macdonald's - From nurse saudha
Cotton candy and popcorn - At NDC nurse's day

Did you enjoy yourself?
Of course...
Got free food what...

To sum up everything,i really enjoy myself...
So i will like to take this opportunity to wish to all the doctor's a very
BIG THANK YOU!
For everything...

Btw,i've been addicted to this song that is currently playing on my list...
It's so nice...
Thanks to my bro for letting me listen to this song...
Now i'm hook with the song already...

2008-07-23T21:12:00.002+08:00

Hey...
It's been 1 month since i update this abondon blog of my mine...
Hehe...
Sorry lah been very bz..
So i'm gonna summarize what happen for the past few days

On 18 July 2008
Had revision class with Nurse Saudha...
For the last minute preparation for the exams which was the following day...
Ask her question which we have doubts on it...
Thanks Nurse Saudha,cause what ever you gone thru it really helps me alot...

On 19 July 2008
"ORAL BIOLOGY EXAMS "...
In it,Done it,Gone Thru it and i'm done with it...
Yeah...
Don't need to worry about the topic anymore....
1 MODULES over ,and left with 3 modules to go...
I'm glad that i can do the paper... :)
Din know that 2 months had past so fast without realising it...
So now,I have 10 more months to go before i graduate from the course...
Yipee!!!
It's time to work hard for the upcoming modules...

On 20 July 2008
Family-Day outing...
Headed to Sembawang...
Actually . . . .
To visit my aunt(FARAH)who just gave birth to a baby boy...
Actually gave birth on the 6 July 2008,but got no time to visit her so my relatives decided to have a gathering and at the same time have a small prayers for her n the newborn baby...
Guess what is the baby's name...
It's Muhd.Ariel Iqbal
Nice name right...
We spent quite some time there...
At about 7 plus we left the place...
Coz mum was in hurry to catch her
Indonesian drama - CINTA FITRI...
which she never miss any episode of the show...
Den i went back to my Granny place...

On 21-22 july 2008
Was in the clinic assisting orthodontist resident...
My morning slot was very relaxing...
But for the afternoon slot i was very buzy...
Running like a mad horse...
But thank god got to finish on time...

As for today
I had lectures from 8-5.30...
All i can say i'm lethargic...
Cause i din have enough rest...

Alright...
I guess i'll should stop now...
coz the post is getting longer if i don't stop...

2008-06-28T19:20:00.001+08:00

Meet up with Yati & Nurul Mardiah to celebrate yati's birthday at SECRET RECIPE..

2008-06-23T20:42:00.005+08:00

Me & Lovely Kuzzin

I really had fun yesterday.

Went to SENTOSA with my kuzzins.

Anis,Yanty,Allysa,Sham,Lala n Me.

We really had fun.

But we were all burn.

Besides that,we also rented the bicycle.

We cycle from Siloso Beach to Tanjung Beach.

After that we left the beach at 5 plus.

Then we head to the skyride/luge.

We really had fun yesterday.

We also took loads of pics.

But i could only upload 1 pics.

Den now,i'm having pain at my ass area and my shoulder.

Cause yesterday we challenge riding bicycle.

But to sum up everything,i really enjoy myself.

2008-06-20T23:35:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling very lethargic today.

Why?

Because today after OJT,Yati and Me head down to the gym.

After so long never exercise,now i'm having cramps on my legs.

Not only dat,i feel so relax and abit light now.

We spent about 1 1/2 hrs in the gym.

I just did some cycling and running.

So now,i and Yati decide to visit the gym every Friday.

After the gym,we head back to NDC.

I had to attend dance class.

I enjoy today lesson eventho there wasn't much people going.

But i had fun there.

Overall,i really enjoy myself.

For now i'm feeling the tiredness and crampness!

2008-06-17T21:42:00.002+08:00

PUTRA

Just finish watching ANUGERAH BAND 2008.The wildcard round.Four bands was choosen for these rounds.Virus Cinta,Knightwings,X-tech and Putra.But only two band will be choosen for the spot in the Semi-Final.Congratulation to X-TECH and PUTRA for making it through to the semi-finals round...Hope you guys we do well in the upcoming competition.By the way please vote for PUTRA cause i find the group very talented and the VOCALIST is damn good looking.That is why i'm voting for Putra.Hopefully they can make it to the Final Round.Insyallah!

After blogging,i have to continue reading my thick textbook because tmr i got lecture on INFECTION CONTROL.I need to remeber what is written in the chapters cause my lecturer says she's gonna ask us questions that is related in the textbook. And Guess wat my exams is just around the corner.It's in one months time..So for now i need to be more focus in my studies so that i can pass the course with flying colour.Exams will be tested on oral biology..ARRG...hate that topic..Hoping to do well for the test.INSYALLAH!

2008-06-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

I really had great time today...
Meeting up with Amin,Seng Leong,Nisa and Sabby...
Great time talking and laughing eventho is was kinda short timing but i still have a lot of fun..
Hoping for neek week thursday meet-up okie guys..

As for my weekends,my schedule is gonna be very tight..
FRIDAY:
Having ON JOB TRAINING from 8-3.30pm...
Den mite be going to Gym...
After that head back to NDC for the Dance practice that i participate for my DnD...
After practice,i'll be meeting up with OCY,NUREEN and the rest at CCK.

SATURDAY:
Having lecture from 1.30- 5pm at NDC.
After that,going for my Ex-colleagues wedding at Clementi.
Den after the whole thing,go back and revise cause exams just around the corner.

Sunday:
Have to attend one of my relatives wedding at Lagun Sari.

See how tired i am..
But what to do..
I still have to endure and go thru it..
Whether i like it anot..

DAVID COOK

2008-05-22T13:19:00.003+08:00

I'm voting for DAVID COOK to win the AMERICAN IDOL tonight...
He has been a consistent singer...
I really adore his vocals from the start of AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 7...
I really hope he could make it this time round...
Let's cheer from Mr.DAVID COOK...
Good luck for your results tonight

THE WAY I LOVE YOU

2008-05-05T15:44:00.002+08:00

After all of the times that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I found out you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

I woke up kinda early today
And something told me from that moment
It wouldn't be the same
It felt like you were hiding something
But I didn't push it
I didn't complain or say nothin
I tried acted like I didn't see it
Cause deep down I knew
I didn't want to believe it

But there it was, it was you and her
You left your sidekick on the nightstand
And I read

Everything you did, and everything you said and
And now I'm standing here looking like damn..
I thought it was you and I
Now I all I got to say is why?

After all of the times that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I found out you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

I notice now, that when I am around
You be trying to lock the door
Whispering on the phone
Now wait a minute since we been in this house
You ain't never did this before
Tell me what's this about?

I tried to sit and say to myself
This here is too good he don't want nothing else
But there it was, it was you and her
You left your credit card receipt inside the beamer babe

Everything you bought her, and everything you spending
Now I'm standing here once again
I thought it was you and I
Now I all I have to say is why?

After all of the times that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I found out you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

You Lied, You lied, Oh Why?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to lie to me?Why?

2008-03-20T14:07:00.008+08:00

Hey peeps...

Just wanna inform you that below are the pictures taking during our last week unintentionally meeting at B.P.P...

It was all a last minute meeting up session...

I received msg from Jojo asking me whether i miss her anot?

I replied to her and say that yeah i do miss u..

So she a sk me to cum down n meet up with her at B.P.P...

I asked her who els was dere,she only mention dee,thiru,sabby only...

But when i reach dere,to my suprised lots of people was dere..

I was glad that finally i got the chance to meet up with Nureen...

After so long not meeting up with her..

And Winson was dere too..

Not forgetting Hairee and Amin..

And lastly Ridayu..

I have loads of fun ppl...

Shld arrange for another gathering peeps..

How about in APRIL peeps?..

And for those who wasn't ard for this meeting,we shall have a meet-up session soon.

Before everybody starts being buzy..

And lastly peep,i won't be blogging for the next few days...

I'll be out of town..

Will update u more when i'm back..

Till den take care people..

Happy Holidays

Bestie
Sabby Nunu

FRENDS!!!

Dee & Thiru,Hairee & Nunu,Amin & Sabby

Jojo,Thiru,Me,Dee

Me,Dee,Sab,Nureen,Ridayu,Jojo

Diyana,Jojo,Sabby,Me,Nureen & Ridayu

2008-03-13T22:45:00.005+08:00

HEY PEEPS,

It's been months since i updated my blog..
Sorry lah peeps been bz with work lately..
Everything has been so different for me at work recently...
Cause i decided to take up the Dental Assistant course...
So many things that i need to be prepared off...
I decided to take up the course for upgrading myself in dentistry...
It will help me alot in future after i get the Cert...

Oh ya,
There's another good news too...
Finally the long awaited time arrived..
I've already put on my braces already...
Yipee!!!
I'm so excited cause finally i can atleast lose some weight...
I've gainin weight for the past one year...
So it's time to do something about it..
Maybe for my next post i shall post a pic of myself with the braces on..
Alright...

Oh ya,below is the pic of....

WU CHUN!!!

Lately, i've been addicted to this taiwan drama which is shown at CHANNEL U..

Oh i'm so in love with "ROMANTIC PRINCESS"drama..

It's a romantic-comedy drama..

Avtualy the truth is dat,i like the main hero in the drama..

He's so Hot,Cute & everything that a girl will want from a man..

The lead actor is Wu Chun..

He's actually from the taiwan boyband group - FAHRENHEIT..

In the drama he played as Nan Fengjin..

Oh i can't wait for the next episode...

It's only will be shown on every Wednesday & Thursdau at 8pm...

You guys should watch the drama...

I tink i made up my mind that i should grab the DVD when it's available

I guess i've been writting quite alot...

So i shall end this post by informing you guys...

That i 'm leaving to Jakarta next week for holidays..

I can't wait for the day...

Next post should about my Jakarta trip n pictures also...

Just Pics

2008-01-31T23:03:00.001+08:00

I've got nothing betta to do so i just upload my pics only...

Can't believe that the month of January has ended already..

And tmr will be a new month...

Whoo..see people time pass by so fast without you realising it...

And for me,i still have 1 more month to the BIG DAY!!!

Wee wheet...can't wit for that day to arrive...

Mengapa Kasih Kau Nodai Kesetiaan

2008-01-12T11:00:00.000+08:00

Ku terperangkap dalam kabus yang gelap
Tak dapat bayangkan diriku tanpamu
Semakin hari ku semakin rindu
Hati yang terguris kini jadi sendu

Hati tertutup kerana apa
Agar ku salah langkah
Tidak pernah sabar
Cuba hendak mengerti jawapan yang diberi
Philosophy cinta sudah pudarkan diri
Tidak akan sekali menyusul kembali
Cinta yang diberi saat kau menyakiti jiwa raga
Senyuman diberi
Memori yang indah akan tetap ku ingati

Kini ku sedar siapa diriku ini
Bayanganmu ku sering termimpi mimpi
Kata-katamu hanya manis di bibir
Usah buat ke sering terfikir-fikir

Oh Mengapa cinta kita berubah?
Oh Mengapa cinta kita didusta?

Kini aku merehatkan diri dari segala fikiran
Cuba menghebahkan pesanan yang bernas lagi bestari
Cinta itu buta tapi tidak murah tetap dilupakan remaja
Mengapa dipersiakan kalau tidak rela
Ini bukan permainan ibarat boneka
Aku jujur
Aku teguh
Tetap ikhlas dihati tapi bukan bayangmu yang aku dakapi

2007-11-28T13:09:00.000+08:00

I totally MISS him loads...

RIMAS!!!

2007-11-01T13:03:00.000+08:00

Lari, lari, lari
Aku lari tingalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari, cari, cari
Ketenangan diri

Pergi, pergi, pergi
Engkau pergi dari hidupku ini
Ku tak mahu, mahu
Engkau hadir dalam diri ini

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak di dada
Biar ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu
Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu

Lafaskan kata dari bibir
Adakahnya dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya yang tersembunyi
Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

Mengapa
Aku yang terluka
Aku yang merana
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta
Aku yang sengsara
Rimas, rimas aku rimas

Tidak pesona kecundang
Istana jiwa ku goyang
Roboh dan tumbang
Sawan ku lantang
Tidak berpantang
Letupnya siang-siang
Bukannya alang-kepalang datangnya perang
Dan bawa ku ke jurang
Pulanglah sayang janji ku tatang
Ku hapuskan dalang
Dalangnya sayang
Sayangnya hilang
Hilanglah garang
Garang ku
Terbang melayang
Terbongkang ku terbangkau terhoyong-hayang
Tak pandang belakang
Terkangkang kira ku tak diundang ku rapuh
Semua tak bertiang janji ku kini kan berulang

Mengapa
Aku yang terluka
Aku yang merana
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta
Aku yang sengsara
Rimas, rimas aku rimas

Lari lari aku
Lari tinggalkan
Tinggalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari
Untuk mencari ketenangan
Aku pergi tinggalkan
Tinggalkan kau sendiri
Ku pergi, kini ku pergi
Tinggalkanmu

Mengapa
Aku yang terluka
Aku yang merana
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta
Aku yang sengsara
Rimas, rimas aku rimas

Mengapa
Aku yang terluka
Aku yang merana
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta
Aku yang sengsara
Rimas, rimas aku rimas

Mengapa
Aku yang terluka
Aku yang merana
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta
Aku yang sengsara
Rimas, rimas aku rimas

2007-10-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

DAMN!!!!

I'M HAVING A TERRIBLE PAIN NEAR MY EAR AREA...

FOR ALMOST FOUR DAYS ALREADY

IT'S DAMN PAINFUL...

IT'S VERY HARD FOR ME TO CHEW ON HARD FOOD...

OR EVEN WHEN I OPEN MY MOUTH WIDE,I COULD

FEEL THE PAIN...

SO ON MONDAY WHEN I WAS AT WORK,

I DECIDED TO ASK MY DOCTOR TO TAKE A LOOK...

MY DENTIST SAY THAT IT IS MY JOINTS PROBLEM...

SHE PRESCRIBE ME WITH PAIN KILLERS...

BUT THE PAIN KILLERS DOESN'T WORK...

DAMN...

SO YESTERDAY,THE PAIN EVEN GOT WORSER...

THEN I COULDN'T WAKE UP...

I COULDN'T AFFORD TO GO TO WORK CAUSE THE PAIN IS DRIVING ME CRAZY...

SO I DECIDE TO SEE THE MEDICAL DOCTOR...

THE DOCTOR ALSO SAY THAT IS MY JOINTS GIVING ME PROBLEM...

THE DOCTOR SAY IT'S TMJ PROBLEM...

DEN THE DOCTOR ASKED ME WHETHER I GOT YAWN VERY BIG ANOT

HE ALSO ASK WHETHER I GOT LAUGH SO LOUD THAT I INJURED THAT AREA...

DEN HE ASKED WHETHER I'M UNDER STRESS...

WHICH I TINK SO...

LASTLY HE ASKED ME WHETHER I'M DEPRESSED...

WHEN HE ASKED ME THAT,I WAS TOTALLY BLUR...

UNTIL IT TOOK ME FEW SECS TO REPLY TO HIS QUESTION...

DEN HE REALISED THAT DUE TO MY STRESSNES N DEPRESSED MOOD,

IT CAUSE ME TO HAVE THIS PROBLEM...

HE SAY THAT DUE TO TIS,I INTEND TO GRIND MY TEETH WHEN I'M SLEEPING...

SO HE PRESRIBED ME WITH FEW MEDICINES...

HE ALSO MENTION IF THE PAIN DOESN'T GO OFF...

HE HAS TO REFER ME TO THE SPECIALIST...

SO TODAY,I'M STILL FEELING THE PAIN...

THEN MY COLLEAGUE ASK ME TO THE SPECIALIST AT MY WKPLC...

BUT I SAY WAIT FOR THREE DAYS...

IF THE PAIN STILL DOESN'T GO OFF

DEN I'VE GOT NO CHOICE BUT TO SEE THE SPECIALIST...

SO PEOPLE...JUST WANNA TELL U THAT THE SYMPTOMS OF BEING STRESS ARE THE ABOVE THING THAT I MENTION...

SO THAT U WON'T HAVE THE SAME PAIN THAT I'M SUFFERING RGHT NOW...

CAUSE YOU WOULDN'T WANNA FEEL HOW BAD THE PAIN CAN BE...

AND THE THING IS U HAVE TO BE ON A SOFT DIET...

COZ U CAN'T CHEW ON HARD STUFF...

BUT I DUN EVEN BOTHER COZ I STILL EAT ON HARD FOOD...

DAT'S WHY THE PAIN STILL GETTING WORSER N WORSER...

ADA CINTA

2007-09-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

Ucapkanlah kasih..
Satu kata yang kunantikan
Sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
Mendengar bisikmu

Nyanyikanlah kasih..

Senandung kata hatimu

Sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini

Sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

Mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta

Padahal ia ada

Dalam rinai hujan, dalam terang bulan

Juga dalam sedu sedan

Mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
Padahal yang terasa
Dalam rindu dendam, hening malam
Cinta.. terasa ada…

2007-09-24T13:12:00.000+08:00

I dunnoe why?
I badly miss him so much...
I dunnoe why i feel dis way...
Izzit because i still thinks of him...
I noe i should have moved on...
But it's damn hard...
I try,but it doesn't even work...
I try going on dates with other guys...
But whenever i'm with dem i kept thinkin of him...
He really had control my minds...
I do like him so much...
But at the same time
I'm also angry with the way he treat me...
I dunnoe why???...
Maybe he really means alot to me...
I myself not sure...
I'm just hoping that he will trully
Understand how i feels...
I dun wan any sympathy from you...
I just wants you to explain things to me...
Maybe it might help me alot...

2007-09-10T19:07:00.000+08:00

I feel so lazy to type on my blog...
Due to the tiredness of my job...
Due to the stressness of working life...
I'm tired of my own life...
Tired of being who i am...
Tired of the surrounding...
Why must all this happen now...
I'm just so confused right now...

Guess what!!!
S msged me on last Monday(3/09/07)...
You guys shld noe what S means...
At first i was so HAPPY...
But den i realised why must i be happy for...
After what he had done to me...
I got so angry but at the same time i was still happy lah
That he finally msg me sey...
But the things is dat the happiness has taken control of my angriness
I dunnoe why...
Maybe becoz i still have feelings for him...
I was so happy till my doctors noticed my HAPPINESS...
But deep inside me still wanna noe why the sudden msg...

Den i realised that he only msg me when he feel bored...
Or even if he feels lonely...
Why am i so dump to even reply his msg????
Why only i realised it later that he only needs me when his bored...
What do you tink i am sey...
A toy without any feelings...
Don't u feel anyting at all...
Don't u noe or even see how hurt am i?
Are u that blind?
And why am i so STUPID...
After the hurting...
It took me so long to moved on...
But when he msged,i can be so damn nice to him...
Why?Why?Why?
Just because i still thinks of him...
And becoz i still like him...

I noe that i shldn't be so nice to him...
But it's hard eventho i try my very best...
Maybe he really has control my mind...
Everytime when i'm lonely,I tink of him...
I noe i shld moved on...
But it's easier said den done...

Even when i'm writting dis,i still tinks of him...
Why!!!!
I'm myself confused with my ownself...
Maybe this is a punishment from the god...
Or maybe dis is KARMA...
I myself dunnoe...

PART 1

2007-09-01T14:26:00.000+08:00

Just Wanna Wish All Teachers a Happy Wonderful Teachers Day!!!

Okie firstly,on friday i had alot of fun...Meet up with my old frnds in school n at the bbq..Supposed to be working yesterday but i especially requested for a one day leave from my supervisor just to drop by my secondary school...Actually the plan to go to school was supposed to be cancel but last min i managed to get Ros,Jojo,Dee n Nabil to come down with us...Coz Sabby had to attend school as she got her own school function to attend...So the plan was to meet at Ros at 9am at the bus stop...But...when i was bout to reach tyhe bus stop,she called me n say she just woke up...Funny ar Ros,then i told her i can wait for you..u just quickly take ur bath i dun mind...

So i Called Jojo to inform her that we will be late...So i waited under Nas blk for ros...Bout 9 plus she came down...and the first thing when i saw her is dat we actually hug n scream at each other coz it's been a long time since we meet up with each other..So made our way to the school...When inside the bus,i was so happy to see my classmates inside the bus...it's like a reunion sey...So reach the school bus stop..n waited for jojo...Oh den i realised dat it's been a while since we saw each other..while walking up the slope,we kept talking bout our secondary school life n wat we did together as a group...oh i really miss all dat moments sia...it's been great walking up the slope n sharing every single moments dat we had with someone that u miss so much...eventho the weather was hot dat moment but the gossiping n talking had take the hotness away from us...

So after that,we reach the school n saw more of our ex classmates peeps...we started to get more n more xcited to see mostly all the ex 5/1 2006 students dere...while waiting for the concert to start,we had so much difficulty just to get up to the hall coz of the P lah...he say that those with coloured hair n not wearing shoes can't go up the hall...as bein noe as the class who always break the rules,they try to sneek in by giving all sorts of reason like taking deir cert lah n everything...But finally after much arguing n unpatient people,we managed to get our way up to the hall...Funny rite the people in the school...

So the concert begans...but sabby wasn't around at that point of time...as usual when nurul meet jojo,dee n ros,everything start to be crazy...at first the students was so damn quiet but we were making so much noise up in the gallery until people starts to look up at the gallery...it's always we people to start the day by screaming n singing to the songs that they are perfoming...we really had alot of fun lah...the perfomance was alright to me...After the concert,we when to meet up with the teachers n have a lil conversation with dem...Finally,Mr raj say sumthing good about us...He say that we have grown up already...haha...that's sumthing good to hear especially it's cuming out from our fav teacher...Next we had photos taken with Mr Raj,Ms Roz n also with one of the most crazy n fun teacher we had that is Mrs Chui...She looks so chubby now...wat to do pregnant mah...we had the longest chat with Mrs Chui...As usual gossip here n dere...it's our favourite...hehe...So we asked her whether she can make it for the BBQ in the evening...But she can't coz she's staying with her mum...after talkin to her,we made our way out from the school..But i feel very sad to leave the school because i really wanna be back with my frends especially the batch of sec 5's of 2006...

So after that,we made our way to causewaypoint to had lunch...really had alot of fun dere...especially when the right cliques of frends is dere with you to share your happier moments with...really had alot alot alot alot of funs with u guys lah...

I had a bbq on the night as well..The BBQ was alright lah...But i get to meet up with my frends...And also i got to meet up with my 7 and the 1/2 yrs of frend dat is Thiru...Had alot of fun among our clicks of frends...The night was so great..And My Breast was the talkin of the night lah..damn dis people...After we ate,the chinese gals decide to have a game of captain ball...It's been so long since we had a game sey..So it's was Boy VS Girls team...It was fun lah eventho the gals lost to the guys...But atleast we still show dem dat gerls can try deir best to win against the guys...Jojo played the game eventho she was wearing a skirt okie...Sabby din play becoz she din want...At first i din want to played but Thiru say i'm Fat den must excercise more...IDIOT rite..So did have loads of fun..At 9 plus,den Jojo wanna go back so me,sabby n thiru,send her off to the Mrt station...Den after awhile,Sabby also has to go back...So left with me n Thiru...But still i did loads of catching up with the rest...Hopefully,we can have anoher gathering next time around...This time the whole bunch of 5/1s have to make time for it lah...

Oh ya...i suddenly remember sumthing...the guys of 5/1 usually have a game of soccer on the weekends...So i thought of this idea dat the girls of 5/1 should do the same thing like the guys do...We should have a game of captain ball lah...Atleast we can exercise together n have fun together rite?...WHAT DO U TINK OF THIS IDEA?...maybe we shld try it out...But after the fasting month lah...

Like A Boy!!!

2007-08-31T18:35:00.000+08:00

Pull up your pants, just like him
Take out the trash,
Just like him getting your cash like him,
Fast like him girl u wanna act like he did
I'm talking bout,
Security codes on everything on vibrate so your phone don't ever ring
A foreign account and another one he don't know about

Wish we could switch up the roles and
I could be that
Tell you I love you,
But when you call,
I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me,
Like where you be at
Cuz I'm out, 4 in the morning on the car rolling doing my own thing

What If I Had A Thing On The Side
Made You Cry
Would The Rules Change Up Or Would They Still Apply
If I, Played You Like A Toy
Sometimes I wish I did act Like A Boy

Girl go ahead and be just like him
Go run the streets like him
Go home missin sleep like em,
Creep like em
Front wit ur friends,
Act hard when u with them like him
Keep a straight face when you tell a lie
Always keep an air tight alibi
Keep it hid in the dark
What he don't know won't break his heart

Wish we could switch up the roles and
I could be that
Tell you I love you, but when you call,
I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me, like where you be at
Cuz I'm out, 4 in the morning on the car rolling doing my own thing

What If I Had A Thing On The Side
Made You Cry
Would The Rules Change Up Or Would They Still Apply
If I, Played You Like A Toy
Sometimes I wish I did act Like A Boy
Can't be getting mad, but u mad, can't handle that [x4]

If I was always gone
Hit the sun getting home (Would you like that?)
I told u I was with my crew
When I knew it wasn't true
If I act like u
Walked a mile off in ur shoes (Would you like that?)
Messing with ur head again
Dose of your own medicine

What If I Had A Thing On The Side
Made You Cry
Would The Rules Change Up
Or Would They Still Apply
If I, Played You Like A Toy
Sometimes I wish I did act Like A Boy
Can't be getting mad, but u mad, can't handle that [x4]

R-A go, here's the clutch...

If I paged u (would you like that?)
Had friends (would you like that?)
With a car (would you like that?)
Hell Nah, You wouldn't like that,No!

What If I?
If I, played You Like A Toy,
Sometimes I wish I would act Like A Boy

Can't handle that...

2007-08-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 42th NATIONAL DAY PEOPLE!!!!

But for me,we won't be celebrating national day as the rest of the people becoz my grand uncle's father passed away yesterday on the 8 Aug 2007...So today will be the burial of the body....Everyones was so sad that we was damn shocked to hear the news...We actually heard the news when i n relatives were queing up for our donuts at DONUT FACTORY...After getting the donuts we rushed back to changed to a appropriate dressings...So today it's gonna be a very sad n memorable day for everyone...

So eventhough i won't be celebrating national day,but i will like to wish to all singaporeans a very HAPPY 42th NATIONAL DAY....i hope that u people will have a enjoyful day today...n may u people be happy always...

Lastly,HAPPY 42TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

& also

A Happy 21st Birthday to Salihin...

2007-07-31T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl...
It's been a loooonggg time since i update my blog...
Wat to do,i was so damn buzy with my work lah..
Oh good news people..
I'm already a confirm Staff in National Dental Centre..
I've been waiting for this time to end sey...
Bein under probation very very very stress sey...
AND FINALLY...iT'S OVER
I'm so happy n feel so relax dat my probation has ended already...
Wat a relief man...
Yeah Yeah!!!Confirm Staff already...Hehe..

Btw people,today at my workplace we had a break from work from 12pm-2pm...
Due to Nurse's Day Celebration...
We had lunch buffet n many other things happening...
Every Nurse's received a free packet of VITAGEN & ICE CREAM...
YUMMY!!!!
Like a Bazaar,Games stall,Eye Brown Shaping n A FREE MASAGE booth...
We also had a song dedication where we can dedicate songs to peole...
Actually Nurse's Day Falls on 1 Aug(which is tmr)...
But my company celebrate it today...
SO I WANNA WISH A HAPPY NURSE'S DAY....
To all the nurses in singapore

Lastly,i decide to change the song on my blog...
The new song that i have rite now is a very sad song..
It really touches my heart...
I'm like so touched by the song...
And i kept listening to the song everyday sey...
I'm so damn emo sey..
haha....
Actually listening to this kind of song makes me think alot of that someone who i still love sey...
And dat someone who i can't forget till now...

2007-07-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

WORDS OF THE DAY!!!

YOU LEFT ME AND YOU AVOID ME!!!!

P/S:sabby u shld noe wat it means rite...

And also...

A HAPPY ADVANCED 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY SABRINA AKA SHORTY STYLE ZERO.FIVE

2007-06-20T19:41:00.001+08:00

WHAT'S UP WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dunnoe why everince the incident im always either moody or dun feel like talkin to anyone...Why ar...i myself getting confused with my life...everytime when im outside,i always envy those people who are happy holding hands or having boyfrend...even my frend are in love...it's so damn frustating...But i should be blame myself for not giving others a chance to win my heart...Eversince that incident,i still can moved on coz of the heartache dat i felt...YES...i did lie by saying that im over him...But im not..it's all fake...Yes i admit...i still like him but at the same time i still hate him...I keep tellin myself dat he dun wan me back coz he's got someone else already...Gosh din noe that dis could affect me till now...All i wanna say that if u guys want me to find sumone alse out dere,it's not dat easy coz even if no matter wat,the heart still can't accept anyone new..Coz the heart still tinks of the one she really treasure so much...

Sorry people if dis time my post it's abit emotional..coz i really can't take all dis anymore...It's really killing me..dat's why i have to write it down to let the feelings out...If i were to talk to anyone,dey could only lend a listening ear but dey dun even noe exactly how i feel...That's is why dey can just talk bad things bout you without thinkin especially when they see not in the mood n start talkin behind ur back...That's why now im making things clear so dat these people understand why i acted dis wae...They only noe how to judge people but they dunnoe they are also the same....

LEMAS!!!!

2007-06-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

Lemasku dalam dakapanmu
Tidakku sangka kau begitu
Inikah lumrah orang bercinta
Tiada ruang nafasnya
Lemasku dalam pelukanmu
Tidakku perlu kau begitu
Inikah ertinya bercinta
Berikan ruang agarku selesa

Memang dia orangnya
Mulanya memang sempurna
Tiada yang buruk darinya
Bahagia sentiasa dirasa
Tapi kini dah berubah
Yang indah jadi derita
Aku resah gelisah
Yang tinggal hanyalah sakit dan peritnya

Kini, aku mula sedari,
Apa yang telah terjadi
Diriku dibebani bayanganmu
Tapi tu semua dulu,
Memang ku tidak mahu
Teruskan percintaan ini bersamamu

Lemasku dalam dakapanmu
Tidakku sangka kau begitu
Lumrah orang bercinta
Tiada ruang nafasnya
Lemasku dalam pelukanmu
Tidakku perlu kau begitu
Inikah ertinya bercinta
Berikan ruang agarku selesa

Bukanku benci kepadamu
Bukanku benci watakmu
Percayalah kataku aku rimas, aku lemas
Bukanku benci cemburumu
Bukanku benci kau ekoriku
Percayalah kataku aku rimas, aku lemas

Kini aku sedari
Apa yang telah terjadi
Diriku dibebani bayanganmu
Tapi tu semua dulu
Memang ku tidak mahu
Teruskan percintaan ini bersamamu

Lemasku dalam dakapanmu
Tidakku sangka kau begitu
Inikah lumrah orang bercinta
Tiada ruang nafasnya
Lemasku dalam pelukanmu
Tidakku perlu kau begitu
Inikah ertinya bercinta
Berikan ruang agarku selesa

2007-06-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

I was browsing thru my my computer...Suddenly my picture folders caught my eyes...When i saw this pic,suddenly memories of wat happen with these people came flashing in my MIND...i REALLY miss those times we had fun together n the outing we actually planned together...But for now,we couldn't even have time for each other coz everyone seems bz with their new lifestyles....especially having fun with deir new surrounding...

I just wanna say that i really MISS having fun with you guys...I really mean with wat i say...

To Ros,i'm sorry for not turning up for ur birthday celebration on saturday..It's not that i dun wanna go but i got majlis kenduri cukur rambut...

To Jojo,sorry for making u got no mood on Saturday...N sorry for not turning up on dat day..

To Nabil,Happy Belated Birthday...Sorry for the late wish...

To OTHERZZZ...I REALLY MISS U GUYS n when can we have a reunion?so dat we can keep ourselves updated...

2007-05-12T15:00:00.000+08:00

I will like to wish my lovely kuzzin a fast recovery...I hope that she will recover as soon as possible so that i can go out with her and have fun together...I really miss those times we have fun together..Especially when we go out to town...Especially looking at handsome n cute guys...Having fun n hanging around at COFFEE SHOP BEAN...hehe...U noe wat i mean...To my dearest kak Lala have a speedy recovery n have fun having a one month medical leave...wish u all the best aite...take care okie my dearies...

2007-05-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SHAHIR....

2007-05-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

It's been a week since i update my blog...Sorry people i was so damn buzy with school/work at NDC(National Dental Centre)...I dun even have enuf time for myself nowadays..Coz when i reach hm from work,i will have a rest first,den take a bathe,den after watching TV i will suddenly felt so tired & went to sleep...Gosh it's funny coz i neva slept early before.I always sleep at 12 am...But for now,i have to sleep at 9 plus...coz I need enuf energy for work the next day...

OKIE people...let's talk bout my dental thingy...
For the past one week,i had to attend lectures in the morning & after lunch time i have to do HANDS on the clinic level...At first it was a bit stressful for me becoz i dun even have any experience in dental...So i start to panicked whenever i'm on the levels doin hands on...But when in the morning,i feel very happy coz i feel much better at ease listening in class...In class i dun feel any tension but when i'm with the dentist,i start to panic when the dentist asked me for instruments or even medicine...AND U HAVE TO BE EFFICIENT & FAST when working with the dentist...Summore if u were to give the wrong things they can just scold u like nobody business...
Alright for the past one week,i've learn quite alot of things...I learn about the different sets of trays...Different kind of treatment..Dere's scaling & polishing,Amalgam Filling,Root Canal Treatment,Extration & many more...I also learn bout Charting of tooth...i also learn that the most BACTERIA that usually occurs is the mouth...So people u must take care of ur mouth & teeth...must brush regularly & floss ur teeth after eating...Drinks lots of hot water to kill part of the bacteria...So far,i can cope abit lah..but sumtimes i'm abit blur when doin hands on...
Oh ya btw,i'm still undergoin lesson as a dental assistant & it's one year contract...If within 3 months - 1 year my performance was damn good,they will ask me to atend the course for the Dental Surgery Assistant where after passing this coures i will be certified as a qualified DSA...The course will take bout a year & u will have a 2 years bonding...
Alright...i tink i betta stop now before u guys get irritated of me talkin bout dental stuff...

BTW....I really miss my peeps out dere...Anyone free on this cuming saturday?ACCOMPANY ME WATCH MOVIE...Please3.....

2007-05-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!!!

TO EVERYONE OUT THERE.

2007-04-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

Firstly..i wanna say Congrats to Vas & Pris for winning the Dance Floor competition...
Secondly,i'm so happy to see JDI perform jus now...Becoz i can see KRAZIE 1...but den his hair very funny ar...he looks betta with cap on...hehe..but watever it is i still like him tho...Besides JDI,BREAKFORCE CREW & STYLES FROM BEYOND also perform...those who had been voted out already actually get 2gether for this nite to perform....ok lah stop talking bout Dance Floor...

Now back to reality...
I'm so f***kin nervous lah...coz tmr is gonna be a different day for me...Coz tmr is the day where i've got to put my mind straight & no more thinkin bout fantasies...It's gonna be my starting day for my Dental thingy...I'm so nervous becoz i dunnoe wat gonna happen tmr...i'm also nervous bout wat is the things dat i'm gonna learn b4 starting the dental thingy...I'm very scared that i can't cope with everything...i'm just so worry dat i couldn't make it...Besides dat,i'm also so worry bout my expenses & everything...Firstly,i have to tink bout my transportation fare..coz i'm using Adult fare already...Secondly,i have to cut down my other expenses...Thirdly,i've got to budget on everything...Lastly,about my food...i need to save up money...i can't spend anyhow already now...Gosh..i didn't noe dat being a working adult is so stressful...ARRGG...How i wish i was still a student right now...
BUT for now i just hope dat tmr will be a vey an easy day for me...Summore tmr must act professional...Haiz...
KLAH i betta get goin..wanna go sleep already...tmr must wake early & must a gooood rest..

2007-04-26T14:03:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE MOVEMENT AND DANCE SOCIETY FOR GETTING...
BRONZE FOR THEIR SYF

I'm so proud of you guys...I really love the way u guys perform it yesterday eventho there were sum things dat wasn't that perfect...BUT wat matters the most is dat after all the hard work u've gone thru,earnin a Bronze is still worth it...

ONE MORE THING...
I'll be starting my Dental Thingy on Monday 30/5/2006...
VENUE:National Dental Care ( HR DEPARTMENT)
LOCATION:Singapore General Hospital
TIME: 8:30 - 5:30
ATTIRE:Office wear
SHOES:Black Cover Shoes
HAIR:Must be very NEAT

2007-04-21T00:05:00.000+08:00

I JUST WANNA DO A SHOUT OUT!!!!...

I've been having a crush on Krazie 1 from JDI ever since the Dance Floor Competition...I just find him cute lah...Wanna noe sumthing...When JDI was voted out from the Competition,i CRIED non-stop...Becoz that's is gonna be d last day for me to see JDI performing again...But too bad for me...Coz Krazie 1 is already attached lah(I THINK AR)...BOO HOO HOO...sad lah...But it's okay as long as i still support him dat will be fine...hehe...

BTW,Sabrina too like Nash from JDI...She finds him cute...

I'm just wondering why everytime we always like guys who are somehow connected to each other...WHY AR???From the football thingy & now the DANCE fLOOR THINGY..Sabby have u got this feeling before...Like sumhow we always have somehow the same liking for guys...But den i'm always being label as only attracted to FAMOUS BOYS...hehe

2007-04-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

WAT THE FARK!!!!

JDI HAS BEEN VOTED OUT FROM THE DANCE FLOOR COMPETITION

ARRRRGGGGG...I'M SO F**KIN PISSED LAH...can't they see that J.D.I can dance well...it is just dat they are abit scared to actually give out the best...and they are not really dat good in ballroom dancin wat...so far the rest of deir performances were good wat...I know they can do it one...But why can these people see the talent in JDI...I even cry when they were voted out...JDI eventho u guys are out of the competition,i will still support u guys no matter wat...Especially Krazie 1..JDI....U GUYS ROCK MY WORLD...WELL DONE GUYS FOR ALL THE PERFORMANCES DAT U GUYS DID IN THE PREVOIUS WEEKS...

At the same time,I 'm just mad with the judges for giving Soul Fusion another chance...They have been in the BOTTOM THREE for 5 weeks already...Eversince the Disco Round to Ballroom Round...So wat if they are good...The people in Singapore dun like dem lah...Betta make sure they dun win in the finals...Or else i dunnoe wat else i'm gonna say...i just dun understand why must the judges still keep dem in the competition...if the voters dun like dem,why in the world u save dem...u shld have save JDI instead...haiz...

So now when JDI were voted out from the competition,i'm gonna cast my vote on Fantastic Four for the finals...To make sure dat dey will win d competition...I hope dey can make all of us proud...

So people let's vote for FANTASTIC FOUR...Onl the best can be number one...

2007-04-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

Tuesday 17 April 2007

I received a good news today...my kuzzin had gave birth already...And the newborn baby is a girl...oh i'm so happy to the baby pic...isn't it so cute?...& now kuzzie lala has turn to be an aunt already...so for now i wanna cal her aunt lala...dat's her brother's first child...now Obek Zizah & obek Saudi got cucu(grandchild)already...confirm dey very2 happy sey...now must call dem nenek & atuk...Btw, i will like to congratulate Abg Pipi & Kak Idah for having their 1st child...Hope they will be happy in future after having this child...

Btw,below is the pic of the newborn baby gal...

Monday 16 April 2007

Yesterday was the first day of school for mostly of my frends...i really envy them for dat..at the same time i'm happy for them...atleast they got sumthing to keep dem occupied...when i hear dat they can adapt to their new school...suddenly i got this feeling of missing my school days...haiz...

At the same time,yesterday i went for my medical check up at Raffles Medical Centre @ Raffles place...the check up was compulsory for me because i will be posted to the dental care centre at SGH soon...so b4 being a dental assistant i have to undergo the check up first...So i had my X-rays,urine test , blood sampling & being check up by the doctor...The happy thing bout it it's dat i don't have to pay any expenses at all coz it was free of charge as my dental HR will settle the bill for me...After the check up,accompany my aunties to Bugis to have our lunch at Zam Zam Restaurant at kampung jawa dere...i had nasi briyani...den we head down to Raffles Hospital to visit my kuzzin who's gonna give birth soon...

i reach hm ard 5 plus lyke dat...so i decide to have dinner with the freeky gang but b4 dat i meet up with sabby first at the bus stop..but she didn't go WM coz she tired...chit chat2..den nisa call n say dey reach WM...so we had dinner at KFC...after eatin dinner everyone headed back hm...

2007-04-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

They say it takes a minute
To find a special person,
An hour to appreciate them,
A day to love them,
But then an entire life
TO FORGET THEM

Sometimes in life,you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who make you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who made you believe
that there really is good in the world
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

To whom i called friends...tmr might be a day where u guys will meet new people in your life...people such as frends & teachers...i just hope that watever happen,the friendship n the bond that we had gone thru all dis years will always be kept in my heart...Eventho we are goin to separate ways,do keep in touch withe each other...coz badly dun wanna lose any contact with you people...& lastly,i hope that our frendship that we had will neva be wasted just like dat...And lastly people...thanks for being dere for one another...

CDSS Secondary 5/1 Year 2006...will always be in the memories of everyone...

2007-04-11T17:55:00.000+08:00

FROM : AUNT MIDAH

FROM : SHARMILA (ma kuzzin)

FROM : NURHIDAYAH (ma sis)

FROM : AL AMIN

FROM : SHENA

FROM : NG SENG LEONG

FROM : BRIGID , JOANNE & THIRU

Circle

2007-04-10T12:48:00.000+08:00

Yeah you know what's funny
It seems everytime i try to forget about you
My feelings pull me back in
You know it's crazy cos i got somebody else and you got somebody else
But you and i both know what it really is but still know what i'm b?

Ran across a picture you took of me
And you crossed my mind
I still hear you sayin' you love me
When i close my eyes
If i didnt go away to school
Then where would we be
Probably still together and somewhere happy
If i'm supposed to be moved on in a new relationship strongthen why are you still hauting me? they say........

If you love something let it go and if it comes back then that's how you know
I got to the stop light then i made 4 rights now i'm back where i started and
Your back in my life
The futher i go the closer i get back to you
I say i've moved on till i'm reminded of you
Can somebody help me help me get out of this circle out this circle

I drove past your house the other day
I didn't even meen to i went the wrong way
I ain't seen your mamma in a while when she looked at me she smiled
And asked me if i'm doing ok
Took everything i had not to bring up your name
And wonder if you came home for the holidays she asked if could stay a while co's you
Had come in town and you were just 5 minutes away

If you love something let it go and if it comes back then that's how you know
I got to the stop light then i made 4 rights now i'm back where i started and
Your back in my life
The futher i go the closer i get back to you
I say i've moved on till i'm reminded of you
Can somebody help me help me get out of this circle out this circle

Anybody who's listening to this
If you got that person that makes you wonder what if
Let me hear you say yeah..yeah
Say yeah ..yeah
Say yeah..yeah oh yeah oh yea
Hand if you understand how i feel
Then grab that person now and let her know what's real
Let me hear you say yeah..yeah
yeah ..yeah yeaaaaaaaaaaaa

If you love something let it go and if it comes back then that's how you know
I got to the stop light then i made 4 rights now i'm back where i started and
Your back in my life
The futher i go the closer i get back to you
I say i've moved on till i'm reminded of you
can somebody help me help me get out of this circle out this circle

Thanks PEOPLE...

2007-04-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

Firstly, i just wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to these people (Amin,Amirul,Brigid,Diyana,Glenn,Joanne,Nabil,Sabby,Seng Leong,Shena & Syukur) for making my day today...really appreciate the things that u guys did for my birthday today..didn't expect to hear that sum of you guys didn't even get enough sleep due to planning for my birthday.....thanks for everything...i will never forget this day... Thank to Shena for the lovely Tiger from winne the pooh cup prezzie...Seng leong for the the cute lil bear stuff & card prezzie...Amin for the small perfume prezzie...Thiru,Joanne & Brigid for the S** toys stuff prezzie...And lastly to the rest of you for the birthday treat at Pizza Hut...And the other plans that u guys planned for me...I will always remember u guys

Besides dat,i will like to thank these people (Kuzzie Lala,Mummy,My Sister,Granny,Pearle,Rosfarina,Nisa,Nureen,Shahir,Thiru,Joanne,Yee Lyn, Afiqah,Taufik & the rest) for the birthday wishes...Thanks people...really appreciate ur wishes...Eventhough sum of u couldn't make it to the birthday celebration i really appreciate the well wishes...

Just wanna shout out to you all THANKS ALOT!!!!

And to myself.................... HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!!May i have a bless year dis year...hopefully...

p/s: Diyana - remember u own me sumthing ar(Fish n Co) hehe...

2007-04-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

8 MORE DAYS TO THE BIG DAY....

Can't wait for it...

Hmm...

Wishing that the ... will Celebrate it with me....

still COUNTING DOWN!!!!

2007-03-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

Alright...just wanna say that sorry for being too bz to update my blog...last week has been a hectic day for me...coz i have to go back n fro to the hospital...cause my kuzzins was being admitted...so the whole family members had no choice but to visit her..but i pity her sia...at a young age she already had blood cyst(i tink dat is how it is spell)...but she can't undergo operation cause she is having slight fever....So she has to come back on the 9 april to see what the doctors gonna decide...is either she gonna have the operation on dat day or sum other day...But i hope dat she will get well soon...and i also hope that she will cure faster...so dat we can wat we always have been doing...

Btw, just wanna tell u guys dat i cut my hair...And now i'm regretting it...haiz...actually dis was not the hairstlye dat i wanted but wat to do the hairstylist already cut off my hair...so now my dreams of perming my hair has to b postpone again...have to wait for the hair to grow longer..aiyoh how long must i wait dis time...haiz...But above,is the picture of my hair..Before & After pics...

Dedicated To My TWIN-SISTA...

2007-03-16T10:36:00.000+08:00

Lately, I've been tryna fight whatever's pulling us under
It's got a hold and really making me wonder
What it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me:
Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can't imagine
It's just to close to the heart and
And I won't stand it if were broken apart

Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you
I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

We've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that
I'm missing
So give us a chance

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you
I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go...
We been on top for too long just to let it go under I
don't wanna hear that I just can't hear that and know
Wherever you wanna take me I'll go
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you
I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that
I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

2007-03-15T15:39:00.000+08:00

CONGARATULATIONS TO MY DEAREST KUZZIN!!!

For getting back with...(you noe wat i'm refering too)

Hoping that now you n...will be happy together.No more fighting.Hopefully ... won't hurt you again n again.Afterall that you've been thru finally ... is back in your arms again.Treasure him now or else u will regret it later.Make sure that ...will never make ur cry.Coz if ... does i'm gonna beat ... up on your behalf.Haha.Jz Kidding.Just wanna wish you & ... all the best.Till death do u guys apart.HAHA.

P/S:So after getting ... back,when is my turn to get Mr R(u noe who i'm refering it too).How long must i wait ar?Help me lah.HAHA!!!

And i also wanna take this opportunity to wish her A HAPPY ADVANCED 24TH BIRTHDAY...May all u wish will cum true...& may u have a succesful year ahead...& also Plz get married faster if not later u become anak dara tua...hehe

2007-03-12T15:28:00.000+08:00

It Was All Sad And Done

I Can't Believe What You Did

How Can I Be The One

Is It All Just In My Head

Trying Hard Not To Breathe
Maybe Then I'll Let You Leave
Nothing More I Could Do
All I Am Is There With You

It Was Easy To See

She Would Cherish Your Love

Your Touch,Your Kiss

And All That's In Between

I Gave You My Soul

To Have And To Hold

So Lost,Confused

If Only He Knew
If Only He Knew

2007-03-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps

Sorry for being too buzy lately...

Firstly I will like to congratulate my friends who actually got the school dat they wanted...Yesterday was the result for knowing which school they will be posted to...But I was also shocked to hear that some of my friends actually didn't have any school...For those people who have not been posted to any school,just wanna say dat dun be to disappointed...You can actually apply again..I guess it will be august intake or sumthing...But for ur info,I actually turn down my nursing course which I got...I actually didn't turn up for the interview...Becoz I decided to take up NDC which mean National Dental Centre...But it will only start a few months after you guys start schooling...The earliest intake will be in July but the latest intake will be in October...So I'm still waiting for the person to call me up...

Yesterday I also just came back for chalet which was organized by my aunt farah n uncle madi for their beloved son israff b'day..So the chalet was from sunday till yest...The chalet was located at Aloha Loyang at Pasir Ris...It's is a bungalow chalet...Had alot of fun...Especially when you can see all your relatives gather together in one event...Had BBQ food n also some food prepares by my aunts n also my mum...My mum prepare Mee Siam & Epok2...Dere's was alot of food..After magrib(prayers),the organizers decide to play game..& guess wat..Those ppl who play the game are mostly adults n only few kids...Funny rite...We play musical chairs,passing parcel,burst the ballons & dancing(when the music starts u have to dance wen the music stops u have to be like statues)..We had alot of fun...& I actually gain sum wait due to eating alot of food...The first night me n my kuzzins didn't sleep at all...We were playing poker cards till wee morning...The next day was quite okay...We actually wen swimming...My kuzzie lala forgot to bring her swimming attire so she had to use her t-shirt n shorts to swim...& the swimming pool doesn't even have any lifeguard around...Dat's so gerek right...At night pulak we actually became "peeping jane"bcoz we actually saw couples 'MEMOTEK"(kissing each other) near the swimming pool...We are up to mischief dat we actually shout from a distant hey get a room la...Very naughty of us...haaa...Everyone was so tired the second day that they fall asleep so early la...So left me n lala...We had nothing to so we end up watching CSI,but instead we ended up falling asleep...haha...The third we did nothing that much becoz everyone was buzy packing up their bags & stuff...So we check out at 10.30 am...After dat we headed down to Adam Road to have our breakfast...

The post is getting longer each time I post sumthing for dis for days...so i'll better go now...

P/S:Sabby when are you goin to Ite dover???...Message me the details k..

2007-03-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps!

Just wanna say that sorry for not updating my blog for the few days...As usual been buzy and sumthing just happen to me recently..i had a huge fight with my mum recently...Which really bothers me alot...The fight was regarding my brother..We suppose to have an outing with my brother..we need to talk things up to him n also brainwash his brain for a moment lah..he's been giving alot of attitude ever since he stepped in secondary school...So my mum actually ask my sis n me to have an outing yesterday...everything wa well planned when suddenly my brother cancelled the outing n wanna go out with his frends instead..we try to reach him but fail...so we had no choice but to cancel it...But my mum was so angry with us before noeing wat was the reason..i got so mad wen i was explainin things to her she suddenly hang up the phone on me...Wad d Fark sey!!!So the story goes 0n & on....So just put aside that problem...Here is another problem...i recently contacted with my childhood frend...which really bother's me alot...it kept me tinkin for a second that what he actually wants for me...first he claim dat he is not attached but now he says dat his attached...what the hell..if he really attached,why d hell did he ask me out...n even say that he miss me n so on...WHY??...when i told him dat u shld tell ur gf dat u msging me...his reply was dun have to tell her...wat kind of bf is dis man...i clarify things with him by saying u shld be honest with ur gf..what if she found out that u msging me n u guys have a big fight...i dun wanna have any misunderstanding with ur gf...His reply was wat for!if she found out i can tell her dat u r sumone dat i noe long time ago...GOSH!!dis guy really want me to get into trouble sia..Becoz of this,i now so scared to even reply his msges...Why must all this happen to me..Is dis call "KARMA" or sumthing...ARRRGG...

Btw,below here are sum pics taken during our outing on monday n tuesday...Only few pics lah...If u want to see summore picture u can check it out on my multiply website...here is the link www.whatisdis.multiply.com.

Feel Free to take a look on it! aite..

2007-02-24T19:15:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps...
Just wanna say that I received a letter from ITE saying that I have to attend an interview for my nursing course...I hope I'll get through the interview...& I will like 2 congratulate nisa,nabil & yunis for getting the letter from ITE too and also for those people who received the letter too...I'm just so scare for now....I hope dat everything will run smoothly on dat day...So to SABBY & ALSO TO THOSE CUMING FOR TUESDAY GATHERING...My interview will be on tuesday at 1pm...So anything I'll join the outing later...Anything I will Sms either one of us about ur whereabouts on that day...Aite??..

Btw i'm so happy because suddenly my childhood crush SMS me yesterday...I was in totally shock state when he message me...Didnt expect him to message me..HeHe...Actually he asked my number from my sis n eventually she gave him my number...A little information about him...He's serving his N.S & ending this cuming August...And he stay opposite blk from my grandmother's house..The funny thing bout him now is dat he was so sweet towards me...He wasn't like dis b4...Usually we don't message so nicely towards each other..We usually don't say HI even if he saw each other downstairs....Why out of sudden he was so nice to me???...Aiyoh..i hope he wun ask me dat "will u be my gal" qs...Coz I just don't wanna start into a relationship first...Coz after the hurting session,I just dun wan it to happen again...It's so miserable leading dat kinda of life...So for now,i just hope we can be frends n we can know each other even more...Btw GF'S (Dee,Nisa,Sabby,Jojo,Brigid & Ros)Shld I go out with him???...He actually asked me out???Shld I go??It's been a long time since I saw him...Shld I???...OPINION PLZ PEOPLE...

One more thing...I can't wait for monday's & tuesday's gathering I'm excited about that...So GF'S & BF'S (you guys know who you are)...I just hope dat you guys will turn up for the gathering as it might be the last gathering we gonna have coz after this everyone will be very buzy with their school life...I just wanna shout out to you people dat "I MISS U PEOPLE LIKE CRAZY"...

Lastly people...Finally I made myself a new spectacles and also a pair of contact lense....Which cost me $110(Discount given to me because Uncle was so nice to me...HeHe..) and the spectacles will be ready on Wednesday...Can't wait for my new spectacles...Yeah...

2007-02-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

While blooging,i'm listening to Justin Timberlake latest song...What Goes Around Comes Around...At the same time eating my BEN & JERRY'S ICE CREAM...It is PHISH FOOD flava...Chocolate Ice Cream with Gooey Marshmellow,Caramel Swirls & Fudge Fish...Hehehe...I'm in Love with Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream...Yummy!Yummy!Yummy!...I still got my Cookie n Dough which is not open yet...Hehe...Okie2...back to wat i'm goin to blog...J.Timbelake...OOOHHH...i'm in love with his song...It's so good la...Especially What Goes Around...It's really meaningful...Now i believe in KARMA...it does really happen...As for u peeps...here's the lyrics for the song...Hayati la senikata lagu nie...Ini betul2 bermakna...Setiap perbuatan masti ada balasan nye...

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around'
Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around'
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)
[laughs]

2007-02-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

Hey People...Dis tyme my post gonna be quite long...coz i'm gonna write the evnts dat happen during dis few days...Dat is y didn't have time to blog...hehe...On Monday,went to Zoo with my siblings...Spent alot of fun dere...But the fun start to stop coz dere was a heavy rain downpour...so we had to leave the place at 5pm...ohhhh...so sad sey...Before we left Zoo...we had our KFC first...AT 6 plus,ma sis call me...she say she wanna eat tulang..so i say let's go...So we head down to ADAM RD to makan..Had roti john,murtabak n tulang at the same time...n only 3 people eating all dis food...LEPAS makan teringin pulak nak makan ice cream...So me n sis search for Ben & Jerry pat Cheers..But the cHeers pat bb central dah habis so kite gi yg pat BB STREET 11...gOT MY BEN & JERRY finally..tapi the flavour bukan my fav nye...sedih kan...

On Sunday....kuar ngan my sis n her frends...We head down to sentosa....i just noe her frends only...her frends are supper frendly la...especially MAN & Marshita...Oh...Sentosa change alot already...Dah banyak benda ade pat sentosa...gerek giler...So kita lepak pat sentosa til 12am plus...Lepas tu everyone was so hungry...n Man suggest we eat pat pasir panjang...He had nasi lemak with Coke...Munz n her gf & ma sis had maggi goreng n teh...pearle pulak had bee hoon n teh o...as for me i had cheese prata n teh...but i couldnt finish my food coz my gestric dah control my stomach...bila makan sakit sey...n i feel nak muntah bila makan..Dah makan semua org balik...Man share cab with us coz he need to go back to his uncle's place...

On saturday,had outing with kuzzie lala again...Ayu supposed to join us but last minute she could...Due to her bf...Kuzzie lala was so mad at Ayu...But the outing still has to go on...So we meet up at orchard Mrt at 3.45pm...After dat we went to Takashimaya to take lala's Tiffany & Co bracelet....After dat both of us was hungry so we had our lunch at Lucky Plaza...We makan Nasi Ayam Penyet...Sedappp giler...Finger licking Good...It took us 1 hr to finish our meal...Setelah itu,We went to heeren..but to our suprised,most of the shop are closed due to chinese new year eve...Arrgg...So lala decide to eat ice cream...so we took a bus to The Cathay to check whether Ben & Jerrys r open anot...When we reach dere,the outlet also close...so we went up to the cinema area...Thought of watching movie...But dere wasn't any nice show pulak..So we head back to town...Thought of eating Swensen tapi malangnye,ramai org pulak...So kuzzie thought of dinin in pat Hard Rock...But later change her mind bila nampak terlalu byk mat...Last2..both of us duduk pat Coffee bean wheelock n makan n also ambik gambar...hehe
On thursday,had an outing with my beloved kuzzins(Risham & Lala) n Ayu...Rish wanted to watch GHOST RIDER...so we accompany him...Actually i watch dat with sabby n dee on valentine's day...So i told Rish dat i watch already....Den he say it's okie he will pay for us the ticket...Wooh...So before meeting dem,i actually bought a sunflower for our lovely AYU,coz she say she neva got anything for valentine's day from her bf...it was a sad thing though...So me n kuzzie plan to give her a suprise...She almost cry when we gave her the flower...She felt so touch about it...But we actually calm her down lah...Den b4 the movie we head down to Far East to have lunch/dinner n also to waste time coz the movie starts at 7pm...

On Wednesday,That's valentine's day...Me n peeps were having a single day outing...to declare ourself singles...den we head down to watch movie Ghost rider @ THE CATHAY...n we got to watch the movie at THE GRAND CATHAY....n the cinema was full pack...n u can see so many couples ard...ARRRGGG...den i got headache coz of seeing tooo many couples....Haiyo...B4 watching movie,we go makan at LONG JOHN SILVER...coz all of us was on budget...hehe....After watchin movie,dee has to go back so me n sab decide to walk2 at town...At 7 plus we both decide to go home coz we can't stand looking at sooo many couples...

CHECK OUT WAT HIS NAME MEANS...

2007-02-14T11:28:00.000+08:00

M Makes Dating Fun
U Really Like To Chill
H Have A Very Good Personality And Looks
A Likes To Drink
M Makes Dating Fun
M Makes Dating Fun
A Likes To Drink
D Has One Of The Best Personality Ever

R F**king CRAZY
I Loyal To Those He Love
D Has One Of The Best Personality Ever
H Have A Very Good Personality And Looks
U Really Like To Chill
A Likes To Drink
N Dead Sexy

P/S:BY THE WAY DON'T FORGET TO WATCH AKHIR KATA TMR @ 8.30PM...FEATURING THE LIONS...

n TO ALL MY PEEPS HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY...

2007-02-13T12:43:00.000+08:00

For today,I'm LAZY to write...
so i let the picture do the talking instead...Yesterday had an outing with Kuzzie Lala N Risham...N finally,i Get to meet AYU...awwww...she's so sweet n funny...Yesterday everyone got demself embarrass n new nicknames...For Ayu-Cartoon Botz,For Risham-Bodzz,For Lala-F.M.F...n for myself-Nunu...kwangkwankwang...
And FINALLY I'M NOT TALKING BOUT MY HERO...

2007-02-12T09:03:00.000+08:00

I'm So BORED rotting at home doing nothing...Thank god there's computer AT HOME...if not my life will be a totally boring life...hehe...Wake up damn early today at 7.30 just to register for my courses online...And now,i dunnoe wat to do so i decide to blog...Summore Yesterday sleep so late just to watch CICAK-MAN Dvd...The movie was okie la for me..But i still feels that the movie is just like SPIDERMAN...but only dat dis movie is the malay version lah..Den yesterday my uncle lend me his latest movie DVD EPIC MOVIE...but i haven watch it yet...mayb in the afternoon den i watch la...But for now,after finish blogging,i will watch the 2007 GRAMMY AWARDS LIVE ON CHANNEL 5...

This few days hasn't been a good day for me...I also dunnoe y...But after looking at Muhamad Ridhuan bin Muhammad pictures,it really makes me happy...i dunnoe y...i tink i got a huge CRUSH for this guy...I noe it's impossible to get him becoz he his consider a big star now...I dunnoe y i had this feeling for him eventhough i noe dat d feeling will fade away sumday...Summore,his face really looks like my kuzzin who is working @ airport as a SATS POLICE...hehe...i wonder how i will react if i see my kuzzin who look like MD.RIDHUAN...confirm can't stop lookin at him...Hehehe...Den now,i will cut his picture if it appears in the newspaper...Oh my...i tink i'm going crazy over him...
For now,let me tell u a few things bout Md Ridhuan...

He got 12 sticthes above his left eyebrow.

He took his stitches out himself.
His the team JOKER.

His nickname is "LOUDSPEAKER".

His Good Frends are Baihakki Khaizan and Hafiz Osman.

Turning 23 in 6 May 2007.

Favourite hangout place in town: COFFEE BEAN & TEA LEAF OUTLET in WHEELOCK PLACE.

He is the youngest of Three children.

Staying at BOON LAY.

Will be playing for TAMPINESS ROVERS in the S-League Season.

His taking 3A ( Automatic Transmission Cars) driving licence.

FINALLY,,,,

HIS SINGLE...

Sesuatu Janji

2007-02-10T11:35:00.000+08:00

Tidak Ku Sedar Setahun Sudah Belalu

Rasanya Bagai Hanya Hari Itu

Terakhir Kali Bertemu

Takkan Ku Lupa Semua Segar Dalam Ingatan

Sayangnya Kita Tidak Pernah Berikatan

Semuanya Tinggal Kenangan

Tapi Janganlah Engkau Salah Sangka

Aku kembali Tanpa Sebarang Agenda

Bagaimana,Seharusnya Ku Mengutuskan

Satu Sikap Yang Bijaksana

Seandainya ,Kau Tak Mengaku

Hati Mu Teruntuk ku

Dan Bila,Sampai Waktunya Ku Pergi Lagi

Ku Perlu Engkau Memahami

Aku Hanya Ingin Melunaskan Sesuatu janji

Tidak Ku Sangka Cinta Kita Jadi Begini

Dunia Dewasa Tidak Sebebas Dulu Lagi

Terpaksa Mendiamkan Diri

Apa Di Hati

Bukan Maksudku Membuat Kau Terkeliru

Harap Kau Mengerti Hati Ku

Selalu Dengan Mu

2007-02-09T20:24:00.000+08:00

Damn...got my results today...And guess wat i didn't do dat well...I got 29 points and could only make for higher nitec courses...Due to my English,i couldn't get to the course dat i wanted...Dat is nursing...HAIZ...i'm so down... I'm really down...Now i dun even noe what shld i do after dis...Is either Retaking my english n and the same time take the higher nitec courses...OR...retaking my english n Work part time or Taking private diplomas???Arrg...i dunnoe what to choose...dis is so damn difficult...klah..i betta be goin coz i'm so down to even write more here...haiz

2007-02-08T14:29:00.000+08:00

Name:Muhammad Ridhuan Bin Muhammad

Date Of Birth:6 May 1984

Age:23

Position:Defender

Height:1.76m

Weight:64kg

Young Lion's Jersey:8

Singapore Jersey:2

Nationality:Singaporean

International Honours:Capped For Singapore At Senior,Under 18,Under 16 Levels,Tiger Cup 2004 Winners